The Last Chance (zayn malik fanfic)

Chapter 6

cont. of flashback >>

Zayn POV'

I heard sam enter the room she thought i was sleep but i wasn't..I slightly open my eyes and saw Paul hugging Sam and then leave.

Paul closed the door behind him and i finally open my eyes..

"babe....."

"baby how are you feeling ? paul just got leave maybe with Liam and Louis also" she said sitting in my bed 

"I'm feeling better now" i said coldly and then turn my back so i am not facing her

"maybe you should get some rest,ahm do you want anything?"

"nothing i just wanted to be alone first ,would you mind if-" she cut me off,i don't want to do this i don't wanna be rude to her but ..

"okay i understand just call me i'm just downstairs" she said then leave the room i can feel she's hurt

Sam POV

I leave zayn's room and started crying i mean how could he treat me like that ? did i do something wrong ? i know i understand him he's not that feeling good but i don't know i'm just so hurt :(

I called his mom Trisha to inform her what happened and she worried like hell and i tell her theres nothing to worry about because he's fine now.She said that i'd look for zayn because i'm the one who's with him.

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It was 10 pm in the evening i'm n the leaving room and i have no plan on sleeping with zayn tonight beacause i'm afraid that he still wants to be alone...

I laid in the couch ,it was all dark coz the lights are off..I closed my eyes but i'm not yet sleep what happened today is really sick this just a very bad day for me , I'm thinking about zayn right now like is he sleep ? is he hungry? does he want me sleep with him tonight ? is he mad ? and why ?

all those questions are running in my head ... I don't know how to sleep if i'm not beside him :(

I just can't..............

later on i heard some footsteps and the lights turned on.It was zayn

"Sam ? are you awake ? " he said sitting at the edge of the couch

I sit up.

"yes"

"I just wanted to apologize" he said looking down

"no you don't have too,its okay"

"no its not and i know it hurts you,i'm sorry"

He hug me and i hug him back when he pulled away i was shock coz there are tears in his eyes

"babe why? whats wrong?" i ask worriedly

"Sam *sobs* i've been hurting you with just simple things and i hate my self for doing that" 

"no no no zayn you're not, I love you and I understand you don't hate your self please"

"No sam ,I'm sorry but" he said between sob and look into my eyes

"but what ?" i ask

"I have to let you go" he said then cry and hug me tight and i am frozen

 >>end of flash back

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Sorry for late update here it is by the way ..

Big love x