The Game. {IN EDITING}

Chapter Nine{NEW}

Saiges POV

I storm into Madely and I's room frustrated.

"Why weren't you in class?" I ask frustrated but realize Madely isn't even in here. I literally just talked to my self. Madely must've stayed downstairs to talk to Lexie about whatever she is sad about. It annoys me she won't tell me, I'm her sister. It really makes me angry.

I plop on my bed. I sigh and grab my phone to scroll through instagram.

Madely and I are very different. She gets sad about everything that happens to her, I get mad. We are complete opposites! I would tell her anything before I told Lexie! Madely is my best friend, and she doesn't feel comfortable telling me something then screw her!

I throw my phone on my pillow and then burst into tears. I have been holding these back to long. I want mom and dad! Not my British aunt! I'm not even mad at Madely, I just can't hold this back anymore.

"Sissy why you crying?" I hear Bristol say then run to my bedside.

"Nothing." I say wiping my tears.

"You and sissy both crying!" she says pointing out the door. I look down the hallway but there is no one there.

"Downstairs?" I ask her.

She nods. I plop back down then sigh.

"Sleepy? Lets go night night sissy!" B says and hops beside me.

"It's not time for bed baby, but I could use some cuddles." I say as we lie together.

Madely's POV:

"What do you need?" Lexie asked me.

"Well...I have...a problem." I say. I don't know how to tell her about what Harry did to me. How are you supposed to tell anyone something like that?

"What's the problem?" she asked, her face with sympathy, noticing my scared look. She rubbed my back sitting me onto the couch next to her.

"Well." I hesitated. "I am a bit insecure." I looked down, embaraced. This is a problem for me but it isn't really the problem...

"Hun, we all have some insecurity." she says still patting my back.

"I know, but I'm insecure about, everything."

"You must have something you feel good about." Lexie says putting her hands in her lap.

I squeezed my eyes to keep back my tears thinking about what had happened. I'm weak and too small in my mind. I let everybody just do what they want. Why can't I stand up for myself?

"I just, can't make anybody happy being myself." I tried to explain, but I don't think I did a very good job. I look up at Lexie.

"What do you mean?" She asked confused.

"I am so shy, and I let everybody take control and walk all over me." I sigh getting frustrated.

"That's something you have to decide to fix," she says calmly. "If you desire something,then you'll do it. Try to desire speaking up."

"I feel weak." I feel my eyes water as my voice cracks.

"It's okay sweetie," She comforts me as I lie my head on her shoulder in tears. "Everyone is weak sometimes."

"I'm going to bed." I calmly say walking up the stairs. I softly wipe away my tears and go to my room. I see Brissy and Saige lying asleep on the bed. I want to tell Saige but...I'm just not ready.

I don't put on my pj's and fall asleep on the bed.

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I wake up to get in the shower. I don't feel good. I really just don't want to go to school after what had happened. I can't see his face again, I'm completely frightened.