Can't lose you again ... (Jetra Fanfic ♡)(M! jesse and petra)

Reverse madness

*Jess's Pov*

I was re-reading the message we got earlier yesterday.....trying to find any clues....but no luck.

"JESS"
"Petra?"

She looked mad.....did jesse tell her what happened ?

"How could you do such a thing....I LOOKED UP to you......"

"Petra I am sorry...I didn't mean it that way......"

"You told jesse that all of THIS was HIS fault??"

"I told you...I didn't mean it"

"SURE LOOKED LIKE YOU DID"

"I don't know what came over me.......I just......"

"HE ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF YOU"

"wait...WHAT?"

"Yesterday....During the storm.....I went by the lake and saw him drowning...... I jumped in to save him.
The current was too high and I couldn't swim back. Soon I managed to reach shore by my own thinking. Jesse almost died...when I checked his vitals, it was seriously low. I almost died in that current. IF WE DID DIE...WHOSE FAULT WOULD IT BE ?"

Tears started to drop from my eyes

"I said sorry Petra.......I am never angry.....I dont know why I was......."

"Jesse was also going through depression. ......he has been having nightmares.....in which.... i am ....killed.... in different ways....and a voice whispers..."the criminal will pay and the victim will die in every timeline...Every world....Every life"
Or something like that."

"Dreams?"

"Yes"

"Petra...I don't know if you will believe me....but I swear it wasn't me...something came over me."

"I might trust you......but jesse never would"

"I need to earn his trust back"

"Its gonna take more than a sorry to do that"

"I know"

*Jesse's pov*

I woke up in petra's room.....I thought everything was normal for a sec....only a sec...then I remembered last night and shivered.

I couldn't believe jess said that to me.....I couldn't believe I tried to kill myself. ......I couldn't believe petra almost got killed because of me.....

*knock knock*
Lukas walked in ..... looking at the band on him.....I figured he was our lukas..... (petra told me about the bands)

"Jesse ...you ok bro"

"Yeah ....just a little lightheaded that's all"

"I heard what happened"

I frowned

"Wanna talk about it ?"

"It's just that JESS.......she just went CRAZY on me....she blamed everything on me.....I mean......"

"Jesse ? Remember when you and I fought ? ....when we got locked in the order's temple and also in soarin's happyland....you screamt at me......things like these happen jesse.....maybe jess was having a bad day....when we fought, we soon laughed it off or found ways to forget it......I am sure jess didn't mean it. ...sure she needs to apologise for what she said ....but can you blame her ? She has her own team to take care off....just like you do ....."

I was speechless. .....

"Jesse...whenever one of us gets hurt...the way you panic to keep us safe.....sometimes you lose it......maybe that's what jess was doing....she was being you.....because she is you ....but....as a girl.. I mean"