Can't lose you again ... (Jetra Fanfic ♡)(M! jesse and petra)

Far Far Away

*Jesse's pov*

Who knew Finding a secret enterance in the middle of nowhere in an infinite world which you didn't even know existed could be hard ?

I felt like we were on a wild goose hunt...
Only that the goose wasn't a goose...it was Petra

Ellegard wouldn't talk.....since she was embarrassed about last evening's little event...

Oh joy!

A mountain!

Why am I being a sarcastic punk ?
Well...
Let me break it down for you
I Mess up the timelines
I land more people in trouble
Both the Petras suffered because of me
I am in an alternate universe
My partner wouldn't talk to me
I got hit by a gem and started hallucinating....almost killed myself
Now those Gems are in my pocket...weighing me down
My friends are back home...Notch knows how they are
Jess is alone
Petra is stuck somewhere....or even dead! For all I know

Should I go on ?
No
I thought so

Now we are scaling a huge hill.....
Not much progress has been made...
The gems in my pocket seems to be getting heavier and heavier.

"OK...alright stop..."

Ellegard looked at me with confusion

"Is everything alright Jesse ?"

"No...."

"What's wrong ?"

"For starters, you are just ignoring me.."

She blushed....and hung her head down

"Sorry Jesse, it's just....yesterday night.....what happened, I was so foolish and vulnerable.....it's embarrassing"

I looked at her with widened eyes.

"Well, so was I.....I was a mess"

"It's common for you"

"WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN ?"

"It's just that....I haven't been able to control my emotions....for the past few months....since the witherstorm.."

"It's not your emotions....it was the damn crystals messing with your head"

"I guess.."

"Listen....I know how you feel...I lost Petra........She died...and I could have saved her....but....I didn't....."

She just sighed

"Alright...."

I pulled out the pouch which contained the gems....

"Why is it so heavy ?"

We opened the pouch....to find the shards all joint together...making one huge kite shaped glowing red gemstone.

"What the-"

"I don't know......actually....-"

"What actually?"

"This stone looks vaguely familiar.....It looks like the same gem that....makes up the amulet....."

I mentally facepalmed.....
How did I not realise ?
The amulet....the 5 sides.....5 gems...each coloured differently...

These gems look excatly like the ones in Ellegard's gem

"YOU ARE A GENIUS!"

"Yea...I get that a lot"

"Still doesnt explain why it suddenly grew heavy though..."

"Ivor is the one who made the amulet...."