Can't lose you again ... (Jetra Fanfic ♡)(M! jesse and petra)

The story of the twins

*Jess's pov*

I was happy....

Jesse and i solved our dispute and everything is going well......
Petra and i are back on track
And everyone seem to be getting along
This is awesome....

I remember when i was young, I always wanted a sibling....someone who gets me.....someone who i could get along with.....

I always fought with my parents on how unfair they were.....not getting  me a sibling....i was young so i thought getting a brother was like "you wish for a child and BAM! There it is" well it's not.....
All my friends had someone for them .... but i was always the only child.....noone to fight with.....noone to tease....noone to joke around with.....I was never happy.......

And then, one night, i heard noises......loud booms and gunshots....
I heard my mom and dad arguing about something...

"Marlyn....take jess and leave the house fast before they come in"

"David.....i am NOT leaving you here"

"We need to keep her safe....."

"Let's fight together or let's die together "

"It's not about you or me marlyn....its about jess....she is just 8 years old...she has got a LONG life to live"

"But-"

"No.....i will be fine......just leave......"

"David I-"

"Just go......take care of her......with your life"

"David....i love you"

"I love you too Marlyn"

They hugged for a while then mom came running to me....

"Jess we need to go"

"But daddy?"

"Dad will meet us there ok?"

She carried me and ran out of the house...
Dad was running behind her....protecting her from the bandits....
Then there was a LOUD boom........

"DAD"
"DAVID"

My dad fell to the ground

"jess........be a good girl and make me proud ok ?"

"Dad.....don't leave me"

"I will always be with you"

Mom was crying hysterically

Another shot....

My mom picked me up and ran .....she ran and ran .....

Soon.....we reached a river.......She put me down there....

"We are safe jess"

"Daddy......"

Mom was trying hard not to cry.....she was holding on to her stomach

"Mom....what's that"

She was bleeding.....she had been shot......

"Nothing.....i am fine"

She was not looking good.....

"Jess......mom loves you"

That was the last time i saw her......the next day morning i found myself in a hospital and when i asked them where my mom was.....they replied

"Sorry"

I was alone since then.....i had no family.....a year later i met axel and Olivia....they became my best friends and they were like family......like......i always had that gap in me......but now....

I found jesse....who feels like my twin....my twin brother....family......he fits in that gap.....and i know he feels the same way too......

My life here is actually perfect....i am happy......but......

I will have to leave soon.....
Leave jesse
My only family.....
Sometimes....i feel like giving up on this crazy puzzle and just stay here

But i can't......we are not safe here.... jesse is not safe till this is fixed......i can't afford to see him get hurt...  

I just .....CAN'T

"HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

"Gah"

"Did i scare ya?"

"No........."

"Sure jess"

"Sure jesse"

There he was.....my bro....just when i needed him

*jesse's pov*

Jess

My sister

.......The only family i had in years...

She is just like me.....soo like me, it's unbelievable........

Just as i feel right.........i know soon i will lose her..... she will have to leave back.......and so will petra....

This thought really makes me feel like jumping of a cliff.....but as petra always says........ live the moment now...

Well
.... i know just how to do it...

I ran to jess's room

*jess's pov*

"The look on your face"  he giggled

"Hilarious....."

" It WAS"

I Smiled

I didn't have any plans this evening......now i do.......

Me and jesse talked all evening about ....EVERYTHING

Then ......the topic changed....

"Jess.....who do you think will be the one who betrays ?"

This question was in my head since i saw it......I didn't think about the lost or the dead.....but only the one who betrays.......there was a weird itching feeling.....

"I don't know jesse.....i can't imagine any of us .....doing such a thing"

" what about the one who dies or the missing one ?"

"I don't know "

*jesse's pov*

I don't know why....but i keep feeling something about the "lost one"..i can't stop thinking about it.......

"Jess ? I have a feeling i might be the one who is lost...........i don't know why ....the dead ......i have a feeling about who it is.... but i hope it is not true"

Petra.....

"Jesse.....it's probably not you or....her....dont make assumptions......"

"I don't mind being dead or lost as long as petra survives"

"Jesse.....we are all going to make it"

............

No we are not.................