Lovestrong.

I want you

*Alex POV*

I opened my eyes to find Ellie sat yup and fiddling with her fingers. Bags lining underneath her eyes and her crystal green eyes surrounded by a light color red. She starred at the door and didn't even realize I was up. I moved away from her ready to get up until, I rolled off the bed hitting the hard marble floor.

"Oh my god" Ellie said moving to the side where I fell. Her head peeked off from the bed and smiled once she saw me.

"Morning" she chuckled smiling at me in mockery.

"I'm glad you think this is funny" I said almost ashamed about what just happened.

"I find it hilarious" she said raising an eyebrow.

" Hahahahaha." I laughed sarcasim at her amazing joke. "Can you help me up I'm too lazy to get up on my own" I continued raising my hand up in the air for her to grab. She started at my hand with a questioning smirk.

"How do I know you're not going to pull me down on the floor with you"

"Really? Really Ellie? I promise I won't pull you down"

"Okay." she said reaching for my hand. Our hands locked together as I used all my strength to pull her down. Her body slowly landed on top of mine as her legs fought to stay on top of the hospital bed.

"You promised" she gasped smiling and nudging my shouder.

"Yeah but I changed my mind"

"You son of a bitch, you tricked me" she said smiling at me telling me that she was joking.

"I guess I did" I said rolling up my eyes and turning my head.

"Gasp who are you"

"The man that will steal all your kisses for life"

"Well it won't be stealing if I let you"

"So then, taking without asking"

"Babe, thats the definition of stealing"

"Exactly"

She smilied and pressed her lips against mine. Her lips were as soft as a very fluffy pillow and they remained on mine for quite sometime until she pulled away. She got off me and sat back on the bed. I got up and crawled on the bed next to her as well. I wanted way more than just her kiss. I wanted her.... in every aspect I can get her but, never bothered to ask because I was unsure if she'd say yes or if she wanted me in that way yet.

I smiled at her pushing that thought out of my head. I put my arm around her shoulder and allowed her to snuggle into my arms. She looked up at me and pushed her lips out I once again pressed my lips against hers. Then she asked for another. One kiss turn into two more kisses two more turned into three three more turned into four and so on until I found myself reaching for the ends of the hospital clothes she was in. I told myself no. I tried to stop but, I just couldn't help it.

she wrapped her arms around my neck and allowed herself to lay down she dragged me down with her as I placed my legs at her sides. She was just about ready to take off my shirt until, the door opened. I turned around hoping it was not Ellie's mother. Thank god it wasnt her, instead a nurse dressed in blue stood infront of the doorway eyes widen in complete shock or what she had walked into.

Ellie and I quickly looked at eachother in complete shock on what the hell was about to happen. Ellie looked at the nurse and tugged on her lip.

"Hi" Ellie said bursting out into laughter. Her hands were still at the ends of my shirt and I was still on top of her. I was completely frozen. Wow. Was the only word I could think of. I didnot know whether to be angry or to be relieved.

I can't do what I did to other girls to Ellie. Fuck them and leave them was always my best moral when it came to these things but now I need a new moral one that doesnot potray a one night stand.

What happens after you have intercourse with the one you loved for a year and not just for the nights moment? Does the relationship build like many say it does? or....... Does turn into dust? Does just turn into a lost memory?

"You guys should really put a do not disturb sign on the door" the nurse said stepping into the room allowing me to get a better look at her. She looked like she was in her late twenties a light dark skin color and with black hair pulled back into a ponytail.

"I remember when I was a teen." she sighed "Those were the best days of my life" she continued making me wonder what things she did as a teen.

"I'll be back later try not to be so loud" she said leaving the room and closing the door.

I looked down at Ellie who still seemed to be laughing. It took me a few but, I joined in with her. We laughed together still stuck in the position we were in when the nurse entered the room. Ellies moved up to my neck and wrapped around it. Our eyes locked unable to move anywhere else

"I fucking love you" she said keeping her eyes on mine. It was so hard not to get lost in hers it told a story, a story I never seemed to get but always wanted to read to see if I can find what it was about.

I rolled off her and laid down next to her. She curled next to me and leaned on my chest. I grabbed her hand and was hesitant before I said the words on a daily bases but now was sure that I was in love with her.

I took in a deep breath and finally said "I'm in love with you"