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Goodbye hair hello outside

Today was a drag. I didn't see Faith in a week and the days at the program have sucked mega ass. It's so lonely and I have never met more stuck up little children before in my life. I once thought that kids were little angels until, they reached teenage years then they'll become scumbags. But these kids, these kids are just awful. They ran around like animals and pushed their friends around and attempted to shake their asses as if they were in a music video on MTV. It is shocking what influences children now at days.

I guess the program was always like that. I guess it just frightened me more because I actually had to watch them out of boredom. As shocking as this sounds I actually enjoyed watching the kids go crazy. It was like a reality tv show, you know it's stupid and the conversations are obviously scripted not to mention that you hate all the characters but you watch it anyway because it's interesting.

When I opened the door to the room I saw Alex near the window. His hair curlier than ever and when he turned around it was like meeting him for the first time. Butterflies ran all around my stomach. I felt my face fill with blush and before I could even think about saying Hi I ran over to him and jumped on him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck. He held my waist and kissed my cheek.

"Hey babydoll." he mumbled in my ear sending shivers down my spine. There was so much I wanted to tell him. First, thing was first I couldn't go through this alone. I need him here no matter what. I know that sounds selfish but if he's not with me I just don't know what I'll do. I can't go back to that stage I really can't. I don't think I'll be able to make it if I do.

"Missed me?" he asked smirking using his boyish charm to capture me and hold me captive once more. Leaving the butterflies to spin out of control and heart racing faster.

"Yes I did." I said ignoring my butterflies and trying to keep my blush under control. He tightened his grip on my waist pulling me closer to him leaving absolutely no space between us.

"Missed you too."

We stayed hugging each other for what felt like hours. Both of us not wanting to let go. Once my grip loosened so did his and we finally let go of each other.

I walked away from him and sat down on the bed. Slipping out of the slippers and crossing my legs. Alex sat in the chair across from me and for a few it was quiet. It was like he wasn't here, like it was just me sitting down in the room waiting for one of the doctors to come in.

As if on cue the doctor walked in. In an instant I was standing on my feet and alert for whatever news I was going to be given.

"Hi Elizabeth" The doctor said then, turning to Alex "Alex" he said greeting. Alex returned the smile "Doctor"

The doctor turned back to me "How are you?" he asked shuffling through some paper work on his clipboard.

"I am fine" I stated shrugging in the process

"Elizabeth I have good news."the doctor began.

"Only good news there is no bad." the doctor said giving me a smile.

My eyes widen with shock every time I took these stupid test I'd always get this bad news. "What's the news doc," I spit out looking at Alex in confusion.

"Well let me rephrase that it's not exactly good But it is not bad it's just news." the doc corrected. Now, I was worried. Why isn't he getting to the going already? I need to know what is going on inside of me.

"Elizabeth there is no sign of the cancer spreading. In fact, it looks as though it is disappearing."

"How is this not good news? That means that I am being cured.  Doesn't it?" I said raising an eyebrow not knowing How to feel about anything anymore.