I'm a terrible person, aren't I? We hadn't been in college for all that long. Despite you having told me I'm your best friend and giving me the cute charm, which I kept on my bag because where ever I went, it went with me. But it was all too soon. We still sat next to each other, but soon someone new walked into our life. It later became someones rather than someone.
It was a normal week in the Summer. We both met up and headed towards our college together, sitting down in our usual seats. However, someone else sat in the seats in front of us. Normally they were empty, but now two other people sat there. I didn't mind them at first, until they turned around and spoke to you. They almost ignored me, if it wasn't for you. You introduced me when you introduced yourself, but they weren't interested in me. They only wanted to talk to you. I felt possessive. I felt jealous. I felt selfish. I couldn't help it. I was terrified of losing you, even as a friend.
So instead I sat silently and watched you. Watched you talk to them, watched you smile with them, watched you laugh with them. I guess for the rest of the day I must have been antisocial. Because once the day had ended, we walked out of the grounds together, but you kept glancing at me while we walked. You looked like you wanted to ask something.
"Jaebum, is everything okay?" I asked you. You bit your lip before replying.
"I should be asking you that." Was your answer.
"Nothing." I mumbled, avoiding eye contact with you.
"Something is obviously wrong." I could hear a hint of irritation in your voice.
"It's nothing, okay?" You accepted the answer and nodded. The rest of the afternoon was silent.
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My Secret Letters to You ➟ 2Jae
Fanfiction❝There's not a single day I regret meeting you.❞ Through the many years Youngjae has been with Jaebum, he wrote letters which he kept inside a book. These letters contained Youngjae's most private thoughts and emotions. Now he has left the book behi...
