You began to hang out with her more and more, so I missed you more and more. You didn't forget about me again. You stayed. But I still felt low and sad. We just aren't together as much as we were and it was beginning to feel like I lost my other half. I began to slowly warm up to her. I never liked her though, I could bear the fact she was your partner a little better now, although inside I couldn't accept it. I was still happy for you though. As long as you're happy, I'll always be happy even if it takes time.
I still cannot handle her kissing you though, or rather seeing it. It's been six months since that happened and it hasn't gotten any easier. It still hurts when I see you. I cry dry tears when I'm with you. I just want you to be only mine again. I sound really selfish and I am. I don't want to lose you. I can't imagine anything worse than losing you.
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My Secret Letters to You ➟ 2Jae
Fiksi Penggemar❝There's not a single day I regret meeting you.❞ Through the many years Youngjae has been with Jaebum, he wrote letters which he kept inside a book. These letters contained Youngjae's most private thoughts and emotions. Now he has left the book behi...
