One message

Boy Drama

I woke up and Lenn was still asleep. He was so cute when he's sleeping.

I got out of my bed and let Lenn sleep. 

He was sleeping so he wouldn't see if I change my clothes.

I putt the cute dress Shawn gave me on.

I turned around to see if Lenn was still asleep. He just close his eyes really fast and he pretended like he was asleep.

"Did you watch me while I changed?" I asked Lenn.

"Mhm. No" he mumbled.

"Yeah right." I jumped in front of him and we both start laughing.

"Your beautiful." he smiled and I realized that Shawn said that too.

Lenn start tickling me and I couldn't stop laughing.

"Stop. *laugh. It. *laugh" I tried to talk but I couldn't.

Finally he stopped tickling me.

He's so cute. I want to kiss him right here. 

Wait, no, I didn't think that. Shawn is my boyfriend and I love him!

I get out of the bed. I walk to the living room. 

This is wrong. I know it.

I ate an apple and didn't say anything to Lenn anymore.

He drove me to the studio. 

While the drive he broke the silence between us: "Why don't you say anything?"

I looked to my legs and then straight into his eyes.

"It feels wrong. What happened should have never happened."  I feel sad.

"It's okay, we did nothing wrong." he seems a bit sad too.

The rest of the drive none of us said anything.

The day went by really fast. We made the video clip and I didn't say anything the whole day to Lenn.

I went to a coffe shop with Jenna and it was actually fun. I didn't think about boys for a long time.

She's really nice.

We were in a coffee shop not far from the hotel so when it was over I walked alone.

I walked into someone and saw it was Dan.

"Hey, beautiful. What are you doing here alone?" he winked.

I looked to the ground, I don't want our eyes to meet.

"Hey, something wrong?" he sounds sweet.

He pushed my chin gently up. Just like Shawn did at our first kiss.

I was crying.

He wiped my tears away.

"Let me walk you home."  he took my hand but I lost it.

"No" I mumbled.

I walked away but he hit an arm around my waist and pulled me close to him.

The way he looked into my eyes. He was going to kiss me.

He came closer and he was just a few millimeters away from my lips.

Just before he was going to push his lips on mine I ran away.

I can't kiss him, I have a boyfriend.

It started raining. Great.

When I came into my hotel room, I was totally wet.

Lenn came to me with a towel. He dried my hair.

He's always so sweet to me.

I hold his face into my hands.

"Don't do it..." he was not pronounced.

I pressed my lips on his.

He steps backwards.

"It's wrong." he said.

I ran away to my room and locked the door.

I called Shawn. He immediately answer.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry!" I was crying on the phone.

"Hey babe what's going on?" he sounds worried.

"I did it! I kissed him, I'm so sorry!" I was still crying.

"What you kissed Dan!?" he sounds really mad.

"What! No! It wasn't Dan!" I tried to stop crying.

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How's Shawn going to react?

What will happen with Lenn and Dan?

Find out in the next chapter of "One message"