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Back together

When I woke up Dan was sitting next to me.

How did he get in?

He smiled sweet to me. He's being so sweet to me lately. I almost forgot he kidnapped me.
But I can't forget that.

He was about to kill Shawn! I can't forget that.

Dan was staring straight into my eyes.

"I like you Amelia, more than just friends..." he came closer to me.

What am I gonna do?

He was about to kiss me. I don't wanna kiss him!

I tried to push him away but I realized my arms were tied up.
I punched with my feet into his stomach.

He stand straight.
The look in his eyes wasn't good.
It was bad.

He start walking on his way out of the room, but he smashed everything that was in his way onto the ground or to me.

A bottle of glass hit my head.
I am so scared right now.

"You're gonna regret it, Blake!", he turned around so he could look at me.
His eyes looks like fire.

He slammed the door and locked it.

I was worried about Shawn and Lenn.
He's going to do something bad.

I felt tears welling up in my eyes but I didn't cry.

While I sat in a deadly silent in start mumbling Mercy from Shawn.

Now I realize how much I really miss him.
His smile, his smell, his cuddles, I miss everything about him.

The whole evening I was singing all his songs. It made me feel like when the things between us were just good.
When we were still together.

I heard the front door from the house.
It was locked. Dan left.

I was alone.

I thought about all the moments I had with Shawn.
But than I came to the parts were we were in trouble.
Our last times together weren't good, it was all ruined by Dan.

Oh I miss him so much! I really can't say how much.

I need a nap. Shawn was still on my mind when I fell asleep. I saw him in my dream. He was smiling and happy.

Noises came from the stairs. If I heard it right, I heard people fighting.

A door went open in a room next to mine.
How many rooms has this house?
And is in every room someone locked up?

The door slammed.
Someone is in the room next to me.

I softly crawled to the wall on my right side.
There was a silent.

I pressed my forehead to the wall and start singing Never be alone.

Someone moved on the other side of the wall.

A voice softly start singing with me.
I recognized his voice immediatly. It's Shawn.
Dan kidnapped Shawn as a revenge to me. Because I didn't let him kiss me.
What did I do?

As we continued the song, there slowly rolled tears down my face.
I finally hear him again.

I wanted to break the wall. Knock everything until I see him.

The song was over. There was a silence between us.

Shawn broke the silence:" You're okay?"

After hearing his voice saying those words. I couldn't hold it in any longer.

I just burst into tears.

"No, I'm not!" I mumbled.

I heard and felt how he laid his hand on the wall, I did the same.

My tears slowly rolled of the wall.

But I felt like I need to get out of this place.

For Shawn.