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Chapter 9: Studio secrets

Three days went by and I only heard a single thing from Shawn: 

Hey baby,

I'm so sorry but I just heard that I'll have to stay here for at least another week. I promise I'll come visit you after. I love you <3 xxx 

I had to wait a whole week to see him again. It was hard, especially in a time like this.
The empty bed every morning didn't make it any better, it made me realise how lonely I actually am.
Two silent days went by. I had no contact with the outside world.
Sometimes I heard our song on the radio and when I heard it I smiled. It brought back the good old memories.

'Hello?' The manly voice on the other side of the phone said.
'Hey, it's Amelia.' I had never talked to him in person but he sounded like a decent man.
'Amelia hey, how are you?' he wanted to start a conversation and even though that was kind I wasn't hee for it..
'I'm good. But I want to ask you something.' I bursted out as if it were the last thing I'd ever do.
Before he could've answered I asked my question: 'Can I come visit Shawn? As a surprise?'
A silence fell.
'I guess that's possible.' he said friendly. 'I'll pay your airplane ticket. And take care of everything else.'
I was speechless.
'Woah, uhm...Thank you so much!'
I heard many voices talking all through one another and suddenly I heard his voice again: 'Your flight is tomorrow morning, but I've got to go. See you tomorrow.' he hung up before I could say goodbye up.

Clothes flew through the air and ended up everywhere but in my bag. My hands were shaking as I took them from the ground and on the corners of my lips naturally went up into a smile. 

The sunlight shined through the curtains. 
I blinked and turned my head arouynd, ready to fall asleep again. When suddenly it hit me that I had to catch the flight today. 
Seconds went by feeling like hours. I sat down on the corner of my bed while watching the clock ticking away every second.
The thought of Shawn and I being official girlfriend and boyfriend slipped my mind but It was too soon. I don't know if I could actually handle the pressure.
After a whole day sitting on my bed while watching the clock it was finally time. 

Shawn's manager was waiting for me on the airport. He came to pick me up and we drove towards the studio. He was kind but my mind had already drifted of to the thought of seeing Shawn again. It's strange how you can get attached to someone so easily.
We talked much but eventually I didn't catch his name.

'Come in to my beautiful studio.' he said as he opened his arms towards the front door.
He opened the door and said: 'After you.'
We sat down on a table and talked. He told me Shawn was recording a song at the momen so we could't interrupt. 
He handed something to drink and I waited impatiently. 
My foot ticked on the ground and my fingers played with my messy hair.
'Impatiently waiting? I get it.' he smiled and I smiled back.
The guy stood straight from his chair and wrapped an arm around my shoulders stand up and he wrapped and arm around my shoulder.
'He's behind this door.' His finger pointed to a wooden door. 'I'll leave it to you.'
He friendly knocked on my shoulder and walked away.
My patience was testing me and without me even realising I had already opened the door.
I saw ginger hair laying all around his face as their tongues got lost in each others mouth.
Her beautiful full lips were pressed against his while her hand was clearly between their legs. It wasn't visible what she was doing.
My head started hurting as I held in my tears. My glas shattered on the ground.
Before I could see any reaction I ran away. As far away as I could.
I heard a female giggle and afterwards a worried voice calling my name.
'Amelia? Amelia, please wait!'