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Dead?

It's sunday morning. Normally sunday is a happy day but not today.

Everyone was standing together. Some were crying some were just looking sad. Or some were alone and didn't know what to do without her. The last one was Shawn.

"I know she's not dead." that's going on in his mind the whole time.

"Are you okay?" Jade, Amelia's friend, came to Shawn.

He gave her a hug. It's difficult for everyone.

"I miss her." he mumbled and tears were in his eyes.

"Me too." Jade said sad.

No one can't believe she's gone forever. She survived so much and she died because of a stupid knife.

After the ceremony, most people went straight home.

Jade, Lenn and Shawn were the last one.
They were standing in front of the grave.

Shawn had kneeled down and Jade and Lenn were standing behind him.

"We'll let you alone. If you need us we're waiting for you in the car." Lenn gave him a friendly knock on his shoulder and they went away.

It was silent.

He took a small note out of his jacket.

"This is how it all began." He said and a small tear went down his face.

It was the note Amelia left on the Meet and Greet.

"I..i will never forget you, Amelia. I should be the one who needs to be dead. You don't deserve to end like this."

He was holding the paper in his hand and he had shivers all over him.

He putt his face in his hands.

Somewhere behind a tree is a girl standing. She's watching Shawn.

A few minures later she's already gone. That was weird.

Shawn gets up and give the note a small kiss.

"I don't want to cry. I know you don't want me to cry because of you." he was thinking.

He slowly walked away.

"I wish i could hold you one more minute." he said soft.

And than he turned away and left the graveyard.

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It's weird how i see everyone crying when i'm not really dead. I feel really bad about it but i know this is the savest for everyone.

I have a whole new identity now. My new name is Rose. It's weird to have a new name.

I didn't want to have a new identity but the real Amelia Blake is "dead"

At least that's what everyone is thinking.

I followed the whole ceremony while i was standing behind a tree. I think no one saw me.

I really wanna go to Shawn, tell him i'm here. Tell him he don't need to cry.
But i can't.

I'm going away. My time here is over. It's time to go for me.

I will miss all these memories.
The beautiful city and the amazing people.

Thanks for the memories.

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First of all Happy Valentine!

I hope you understand this chapter.

I think my story isn't over yet.

Byee for now.