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Goodbye

"I don't want to leave you, i just can't live like this." I said while i closed my eyes.

Shawn was crying too. I could hear it.

"Shawn you just need to know that you made my life better. I love you more than anything else!" I smiled sweet to him.

It's hard to know that i'm gonna die. It's weird.

"I don't want to live without you. Don't you understand? I can't." I don't want to see him cry.

"People around the whole world loves you. You can't just let it all go. You mean something to the world! A thousand of people are supporting you!" I didn't know where that came from. But it's true.

Shawn came laying in the bed too. Next to me. He took my hand and kisses my skin soft.

I'm gonna miss these times.

He took my face in his hands.

I was staring in his beautiful brown eyes. They were so bright.

His face was in front of mine. The sweet look in his eyes is the cutest thing ever.

He softly pressed his lips on my lips. I felt how careful he was kissing me. He didn't want to hurt me.

"I told you a thousand times before but i love you with all of me, Amelia Blake." He whispers sweet.

As sign that i love him too, i pulled him closer to my body.

I was playing with his hair while we were kissing. His soft curly hair.

With my fingers i followed his jawline to his mouth. I laid my finger on his lips. For a few minutes we were just staring into each others eyes.

We both love each other so much, we can't explain.

We just know.

He always was there for me. All the time.

He never left my side.

I wish i could hold him forever. Telling everyone he's mine.

When i'm gone he needs to find someone else to make him happy. I don't want him to cry about me.

"Promise me you'll be happy without me." I softly whispers.

Tears are welling up in his eyes.
After a short silence he says: "I promise."

We kissed again. This was our last kiss. I knew it.

We both pulled away.

"Goodbye." I tried not to cry.

"Goodbye."

He was still holding my hand but i couldn't feel it anymore.

I closed my eyes.

I saw a bright white light.

I was in a tunnel.

I heard a voice. My moms voice.

It came from the end of the tunnel.

I start running and running and running.

"Welcome home, my love" my moms voice said.

I saw a last white light and then everything went black.

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I know this may be a hard chapter but i hope you like it.

I don't know if i should end my story. I'll just think about it.

Comment what you think about my story so far please.

Maybe see ya in the next chapter.