Secretly Married A Nerd (GirlxGirl) [Complete/Editing]

CHAPTER 28 : First LQ?

A/N: Too many typos and wrong grammars :> I suggest you to play the Fifth Harmony's Sledgehammer while reading. Iniwan na ako ni Camila babe, charot :> videocrtstotheowner.

Vienna POV

"You can't follow your heart when it is more confused than your head."

"Sometimes hate is just confused love!"

Argh. Nananadya ba talaga ang mga lintik na quotes na ito at kailangang mabasa ko pa talaga? I'm just surfing on internet right now, obviously on Twitter. Pero letche lang talaga, it's just like those posted tweets are for me.

It's already 1:01 am, and I just can't sleep. Parang nakainom ako ng energy drink dahil mulat na mulat pa rin ako up to now. 1 hour ago lang nag-new year dito sa Greece, almost like the exact passed hour when I said that words to her..

"I am starting to get confuse because of you."

Ugh! Kailangan talagang may echoing background pa? It was because of her! Should I worry now? Just like the fudge --- nagsisimula na akong maguluhan about my feelings for Louise, sounds corny and ugh but seriously that's not a good idea. Mabuti nalang na hindi niya narinig yun, because that is going to be a shame hell of me! If it wasn't because of that Audrey btch, maybe i'm sleeping without any trouble attacking me.

At sa tingin ko pa, matagal na ang confusion na 'to at ayaw ko lang talagang aminin sa sarili ko.

Binuksan ko saglit ang lamp at medyo nag-liwanag naman ang room namin, she's sleeping so peacefully sa kabilang kama lang naman siya. I can clearly see her aesthetic face, her almond eyes na parang gusto kong makita agad.

See?

This is not so me.

I don't know what took me pero tumayo ako then in an instance namalayan ko na lang na nasa ko harap ko ang natutulog na si cheap. Yep cheap pa rin ang tawag ko sa kanya, so what.

Nagbent ako para magka-pantay ang mukha namin, mukha niya na nakaka-badtrip minsan dahil parang mina-magnet ako nito para tingnan, just like now.

Can someone stop me? Look, I'm trying my best here.

The unfamiliar feeling starting to engulf me again. When I said unfamiliar, I never felt this way for someone else before. Siya lang, siya na naman ugh!

I'm still staring on her face, my gaze went to her lips.

Damn! Not again for the second time!

I did it before kung ano man ang tumatakbo sa isip ko ngayon. Wrong idea na lumapit pa ako sa pwesto niya, I know myself very much at kung ano man ang gusto kong sabihin, kailangang sabihin ko. Just like as I think too, it should happen.

..and I'm thinking right now is, to kiss her.

STFU! Her lips are inviting me!

I promised myself, this is going to be the last time na hahalikan ko siya nang tulog. Because if will not do it baka lalo lang akong hindi makatulog.

Okay! That's the only reason. Na-tempt pa ako na hawakan ang pisngi niya, kahit anong pigil ang gawin ko in the end I touched it gently.

It's so damn smooth! I think I sounds pervert now, thinking something for a girl also -- but wait, so what now? She told me before that she's a gay baka nga matuwa pa siya kapag nalaman niya na hinalikan ko siya. Hello, a kiss from a goddess like me tatanggihan pa niya?

Moving closer to her then when I pressed my lips to her, I think I felt the best feeling again. Ramdam ko ang bilis nang tibok ng puso ko wew ang corny lang talaga, buti na lang talaga tulog mantika siya. Before I could think again for more, lumayo na ako agad. The irony, though wala na akong naramdaman na disgust unlike before, but now replaced a desire.