"Stop no one hates you." "You don't understand Soda.Please don't tell Darry about this." I don't want Darry to worry more about his kid brother trying to kill himself. "Yes Darry's going to know." "Please soda" I begged but he just ignores it.
"Clean your arm up then come out." I nodded ok then went and got a towel to clean excess blood off plus some peroxide to make sure there's no infection. Then after I was all cleaned I walked out of the bathroom to see all of the eyes that where there on me then my cut up wrists. Dang it I forgot to put the scrunched up sleeve of my sweater down not like it would make a difference Soda told them even Darry. "Ponyboy." Darry said in a low caring voice "yes." "When did you start -cutting." "I think it's been about 2 weeks." You could tell what every one was feeling by the looks in their tear lined eyes heck even Steve was crying."Pony why didn't you come to us." Soda said lowly but not so low we couldn't hear it "None of you will understand." I cried out "Well Ponyboy that's not a good enough reason for you to take your own life." "I'm sorry." "Don't be you couldn't help it.We just need to find a therapist or have someone with you like two-bit all the time." "Ok Darry." I said so low that he couldn't even hear me. No one will ever understand that everything is my fault everything.
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suicide thought (Ponyboy)
FanfictionSE Hinton has the rights to all characters Ponys depressed about everything going on he actually starts cutting and has suicidal thoughts.
