Today was the worst.I went to the therapist she told me that each day I was getting worst and worst it's becoming depression.Then I got home and told everyone I was becoming depressed they didn't take it to well and told me "the therapist is crazy don't believe her." That was what soda said he was just upset. But it was all true I was becoming depressed it was worst.Tonight the guys went out leaving me alone since I said I just wanted to be alone tonight they respected my choice and left.
It wasn't till about 9:30 when it started to go down hill I had took out a beer from the fridge, dally always said it helped his pain go away so it tried it.The smell was intoxicating and it tasted foul but I still drank it in fact I drank 5 to get rid of all that pain it didn't help.I heard the door open as I gulped down the end of number 6 and screaming "PONYBOY WHAT THE HELL IS THIS." Darry yelled out.
"I'm okayyy." I slurred out of my mouth I don't even think what I said was real words. "Darry he's drunk. And out of it." Soda said from what I could hear "I know soda I'm not stun." "Well why would he do this huh do you know that." "I remember dally saying it helped the pain go away and ponys an emotional wreck these days." It was sweet and hurtful to hear these words that Darry cares and take he thinks I'm a emotional wreck. "Come on little colt let's get you to bed." Soda said getting help from Darry to hold my shoulders as I walked all those beers are going to lead to one hell of a hang over next morning.
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suicide thought (Ponyboy)
FanfictionSE Hinton has the rights to all characters Ponys depressed about everything going on he actually starts cutting and has suicidal thoughts.
