I woke up to a strange feeling around my mouth plus I was in a strange light green coloured room either I was in the hospital or Darry and soda did some painting while I was out. Turns out I'm in the hospital and that feeling around my mouth is a breathing mask. Everything came flooded back to me I swallowed 19 pills to finally get my wish but of course Twobit had to come and "save" me when I didn't need saving all I needed was to die.
I didn't even notice that the gang was there till Darry said "Ponyboy your finally awake." Guess I've been out for a while I didn't answer I just slowly nodded my head since speaking was hard and a bit muffled because of the mask."don't ever try that again you savvy." Darry said again but louder I just whisper a small savvy then got asked a bunch of questions which I never answered besides when I asked a question like when can I go home is when I talked. "Well you can go in a week.After that week you have to meet with a therapist every day from 10 till 12 after that soda or Twobit or Steve or I will be here with you." Darry said sounding sad. This must really be depressing everyone soda had bags under his eyes everyone did evens Steve who didn't even care for me.Maybe he cares more then I thought but all that don't matter now it will never matter anymore.
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suicide thought (Ponyboy)
FanficSE Hinton has the rights to all characters Ponys depressed about everything going on he actually starts cutting and has suicidal thoughts.
