Running fast to the lot was what I was doing I escaped the house just got up and left I heard them yelling after me as I left but I just continued to the lot and sat in the old couch that was there. I saw someone walk towards me I just decided to wait and see who it was.
They were about arms length away from me and I could see who it was...It was dally.
Why was he here I thought he died "hey pony." "D-Dally I thought you died. "I did but I had to tell you something." "What?." "All of his is your fault you should be dead not Johnny or me." And with those words he disappeared into the night.
I sat and started to cry it was all my fault I should be dead.Then I woke up in a hot sweat tears streaming down my face. Soda bolted up and hugged me "pony pony boy are you ok?" "Yeah nightmare." The nightmares where coming back they happen like every 2-3 nights or everybody all depends."ok try to get some sleep." I never did get some sleep that night I was too busy thinking of everything all of it was my fault.Ok so to make this chapter make sense I had to add a little more to the other one before this so go back and read it.
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suicide thought (Ponyboy)
FanfictionSE Hinton has the rights to all characters Ponys depressed about everything going on he actually starts cutting and has suicidal thoughts.