Paper doll

Chapter 12

Ryan's POV

After they're gone I turn and decide to walk into the town, I just need to walk and clear my head

I can't even begin to describe what I'm feel right now, my heart is shattered, there's nothing left, I'll never find her

That's gonna take some time to sink in, before there was always something left for me to do to find her even if I didn't know what it was, I knew there would be one last clue that I just couldn't find

Now I have nothing, that was the last clue, I've searched everything else, searched every aspect of her life

What do I do now? That was the last hope I had of finding her and now it's all gone

She's gone

She's gone forever

She's never coming back

I shouldn't have left her alone that night, she'd still be here if I had've stayed with her

I knew she wasn't right, I knew she was afraid of what was going to happen, I should've thought to stay with her, I should've reassured her more that I'd keep her safe

I walk and think and just have so much to think about, I walked around for ages, weaved in and out of the streets for ages

The fresh air was nice, it was quite warm and the sun was shining brightly, I felt kinda like that was Mother Nature trying to spite me

I thought about a lot of things, God this is gonna haunt me

How am I supposed to move on from her? I didn't get to say goodbye, I can't just let go without a goodbye

It was half one when I started walking and now finally actually arriving into town it was almost 3pm

I walked into the town and towards a coffee shop having decided I needed something to wake me up a bit, I was still exhausted from being up most of her night

Although to be honest I haven't slept for a full night since the day she went missing, a full year now

How has it been a year? It doesn't feel like it's been a year, I feel so lost without her, I loved her and she left me

I would've gone with her but she didn't give me that choice

I was almost at the coffee shop and I could smell the coffee like it was calling my name

But then it happened

As I walked towards the coffee shop in front of me a young blonde girl walked out, a waitressing outfit on, a bag in hand

I caught a glimpse of her face and I did a major double take

I swear to god I'm not crazy, that was her, it was the right height, right body type, right hair colour and I couldn't help but notice those bright green eyes

Am I crazy? Or could it have been?

Is it possible I just saw Chloe?

No surely it isn't...

Or is it?

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