i wanna share someting deep inside me

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I have been burying my feelings these past year. My emotions and thoughts are mixed up, they kinda fight each other.

It's not seldom that I cry myself to sleep. I like crying. Not because I'm letting myself to be weak or I'm a crybaby. I have been standing for so long and when I cry, every emotions that sink in my heart release and it makes me lighter and I feel like the E chord on the guitar.

Now I wanna talk about people's change. Ofc every1 changes. The good changes and the bad changes.

I rlly hate it when someone is in love, that person can't control him/herself.. And turns out that person cares more about the dreamy person rather than his or her own friend

I have been backstabbed a lot of times

Now I don't talk to my friends a lot. Listening to music, singing, drawing, reading and writing help calm me a lot.

If u listened, thank you so much
Have a good day. Don't let anyone try to kill your dreams. Don't let anyone try to drown you, the water is shallow (:

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