twenty one pilots imagines

Josh - Did I Make A Mistake?

It was about one in the afternoon and you and Josh were still at the playground. His​ parents were your ride home, so the playground was usually your guy's hang out spot. You were on the swings while he was playing by the slide.

Everyone else was basically gone, so you and Josh had the playground to yourselves which was normal.

"Hey Y/n, come over here," he said as he walked towards a bench.

You jumped off the swings and followed him until he sat down. You did the same. He told you he had a surprise for you. You sat there patiently as he pulled something out of the pockets of his pants. "A ring pop?" you asked confused.

"Yeah, I'm proposing to you," he said with a grin.

"So are we going to get married?" you asked.

"Only if you say yes," he responded.

You nodded, signifying that your answer was yes. Your face had a smile plastered on it as he slipped the ring onto your small finger. The longer you looked at the candy ring, the more you wanted to eat it. "What if I accidentally eat the ring. How are going to get married?" you said.

"How about we make a deal. This ring is more like a promise. A promise that we'll be together forever. When we're older, I'll give you a real ring to show you how much I truly love you and then we can actually get married." you blushed at the words that came out fo his mouth.

He was my everything.

From that day on you kept your promise, well that was until he decided to leave you behind.

The older you guys got the fewer things you had in common with each other. He became so interested in music that he began to learn how to play the drums. He eventually found a boy named Tyler who became his new best friend. Josh had even joined the band that Tyler had created. The band eventually exploded, and he had completely stopped talking to you.

You laid on your bed thinking about what had happened when you and Josh were seven. You heard a knock on your window, but shrugged it off until you heard again. You finally got the courage to get out of your bed and look outside.

"What are you don't here?" you said as you opened the window.

"I wanted to see how you were." Josh shrugged.

"You leave me for about two and a half years and you're asking me how I am?" you said as you began to close your window.

"Y/n I know we kinda parted ways but-" you cut him off.

"But nothing, you were the one who left me when I need you the most, not the other way around." and with that, you shut your window all the way.

You returned to your bed thinking about how he was probably gone by now. But you forgot that he knew where the spear key was located.

You ran to the front door as fast as you could, but you were to late. He was already in the house., "Please let me explain." he pleaded.

"You have nothing to explain, you blew up. You became too busy for me, I understand. So can you leave now?" you said motioning him to the door.

"I'm not leaving until you let me explain," he said.

"If you don't, I'm calling the police."

"Please, I want to fix things. I'm sorry I left you. I sorry I stopped talking to you. I'm sorry that I drifted from you. I never meant to hurt you." you wanted to forgive him. You want to jump into his arms and give him a big hug. His hugs were the best, they had always comforted you. But you didn't. You kept pretending like you didn't care, even though you did.

"You hurt me, more than when my dad left," you said not meaning to say the last part.

'Your dad left?" he said feeling guilty.

"I think it's a good time for you to leave now," you whispered on the verge of tears.

"Please," he said trying one more time.

"I'm sorry but no." and with that, you lead him to the door and shut the door on him.

You turned around, your back touching the door. You slid down it as the warm tears began to stream down your face. You hugged your knees, hoping that Josh had left already.

You hated when people saw you cry, it made you feel weak.

You felt emptier than before. "Did I make a mistake?"

******

I am going to write more soon, but the quarter is ending so I have been super busy lately.

I hope you enjoyed this part ...

*November 23*

I was looking back at this story and saw that it had many errors, so I fixed them.

-Cry_Baby_