Kaneki's POV
Tsukiyama and I were the only ones up. Everyone else was asleep. He said he wished to stay for the night and I didn't say no. I was sitting on the couch with my legs stretched out a little, reading. Tsukiyama was just sitting on the other end, watching TV.
"What're you reading?" Tsukiyama asked. "Egg Of The Black Goat. Rereading it." I said. "What're you watching?" I asked. "You." He said. "Kidding." He said after he saw my slightly confused face. I nodded, ignoring it.
It started getting late so I sat up, and was about to leave but something stopped me. Tsukiyama had lightly grabbed my wrist. I turned my head a little so I could look at him. "Goodnight, Kaneki." He said. I smiled. "Goodnight Tsuki." I said, walking to my room. I got ready for bed and tried to fall asleep.
I couldn't get comfortable. I tossed and turned, but nothing would work. I even tried lying on my stomach, which helps when I can't sleep. But that didn't work either. I sighed and got out of bed. If I couldn't sleep then I might as well do something.
I went back into the living room. Tsukiyama was still awake. "I thought you went to bed?" "Couldn't sleep." I explained. I sat next to him, but accidentally sitting really close. I scooted over a bit and looked at the TV. After a little while I started feeling a little tired.
Tsukiyama's POV
Kaneki's head started to slightly tilt sideways. He looked like he was about to pass out. Unknowingly his head fell on my shoulder. I was about to wake Kaneki up but left him be.
I was sitting a bit uncomfortably so I moved a bit, ending up with Kaneki's head move a little bit more on my shoulder. It was a better position for me sit in, and probably him. I put my arm behind him, but no around him. That would be hard to explain to anyone who woke up, and I don't want them thinking the wrong thing.
I closed my eyes and sighed. I wish Kaneki wasn't always so distant. I wanted to get close to Kaneki but he doesn't exactly trust me. I don't blame him.
Eventually I started feeling tired myself. I turned off the TV and closed my eyes again. Soon falling asleep, with Kaneki's head still on my shoulder. Only I had accidentally moved my arm a little around his waist.....
A/N: whatcha think?
Pikachu is dead, Ash doesn't care, Misty is a drunk, and Brock is a make stripper. Your 4th most used emoji is your reaction.
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Song above: James Dean & Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens (acoustic version)
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BOOK ONE: Je T'aime, Mon Cher
FanfictionTranslation for title: I Love You, My Dear (translation from Microsoft Translations) Kaneki won't face the truth. He loves Tsukiyama, but is afraid to get close. He knows even if he wasn't rejected, he couldn't stand the thought of Tsukiya...