What happened to us? (mattina)

Ch. 18

"goodmorning" adam kissed christina on the cheek

she smiled "morning"

he hugged her and she laid her head on his chest

she remembered last night when matt talked to her at the club, and she kissed him

her heart was beating faster and adam felt it

"you okay? i can feel your heart beating" he said

"yeah... i'm okay" she said getting up

"okay" he got up and they both got ready for the day and went downstairs to eat breakfast

matt called christina twice but she couldn't answer because adam was there

he called again

"babe i have to take this, one second" she said walking to the living room and answering it

"christina! finally" matt said into the phone

"i'm sorry i couldn't answer, adam was in the room, what did you want?" she asked

"did you decide yet?" he asked

she sighed "matt... i dont know" she said quietly

"can we meet up somewhere? please i need to see you in person" he begged

"okay, where?" she asked sweetly

he explained where to meet him and she agreed and ended the phone call

"ad, i'm going to meet daniel for rehearsal for the do what you want music video" she said and kissed him on the cheek and left

she called her driver and he came within minutes and drove her to where matt was, she got out the car and saw matt, she walked to him

"hey" she said smiling

"hey" he smiled back at her

he couldn't keep his eyes off her, she was so beautiful, he missed her so much, he wanted her back so badly

"so what did you need?" she asked sweetly

"i just wanted to look at you" he smiled

"so you made me drive 20 minutes just so you could look at me?" she asked giggling a little

he laughed "chris... i'm sorry, i need you back... please" he held her hands

she looked down at the floor "i... i dont know what i'm suppose to do... i love you matt i really do, but i can't hurt adam, he's been waiting so long to finally have me, and he's been there through everything" she said with a low tone

he carressed her cheek "i know i messed up christina, but i can't breathe without you, please just give me another chance i love you so much... i know you love adam and he loves you, i know he hasnt hurt you and he probably never will like i did, i know i killed our baby... i feel so horrible, theres not a day that passed by that i dont miss her, i'm not the same guy anymore, i know its hard to believe but its true, i love you so much, i will never forget you, i can never just get you ot of my mind, i cant love correctly if you're not there, i need you so much, i want you, i cant lose you please, im so-" she cut him off and kissed him

he kissed her back and held her by the waist, a few minutes passed and she pulled away from the kiss

he smiled at her and she smiled at him

"i love you" she said and their noses touched

"i love you too" he kissed her again and they hugged for a few minutes