What happened to us? (mattina)

Ch. 33

Continuing from the last chapter...

christina sat in her trailer with tears streaming from her eyes, all the thoughts ran through her head, the memories of her little girl, the memories of matthew abusing her, her dad abusing her, all the memories came back, she let her tears flow until she heard a knock on the door

"chris" someone called from outside her trailer

"go away" she said through tears

"no, please open the door" she recognized his voice, it was Blake, she stood up and opened the door slightly as more tears fell from her eyes

he sighed at the sight of christina, he'd never seen her like this, he got in and closed the door behind him "hey" he pulled her into a hug "it'll be okay" he said as he rubbed her back gently

she let herself fall into his arms as she cried into his chest "i- i don't know what to do" she said through tears

"tell me what happened" he said quietly and sat down with her by his side

"adam" she said as more tears fell from her eyes "a-and matt... they keep fighting, and it's messing up my relationship" she cried "a-and now everyone's knows what matt did" she said as the salt water falling from her eyes seemed never ending

"what'd he do?" blake asked caringly

"didn't you hear what adam said?" she asked and looked up at him with a tear stained face

"no, i was outside, walking miranda to the car"

she sighed and looked down "i don't wanna tell you, you'll hate him" she said and wiped her tears away

"come on, tell me" he said quietly

she played with her fingers nervously "he.. he use to hit me" she said as a tear rolled down to her chin "alot... and he was the one who-" she cut herself off as her tears fell hard "who killed Courtney"

blake stood up and rubbed his forehead "that little bitch" he said angrily as he walked back and forth

"blake it was an accident" she stood up and he cut her off

"no christina, he killed your baby girl" blake said and stopped in front of her, blake was scary when he was angry, and his height made him terrifying "he abused you, don't you dare defend him" he said coldly

"blake" she said quietly as a tear rolled down her cheek "he got help, he hasn't touched me since then-" he cut her off again

"and how about when he killed courtney?!" he yelled but not too loudly "he can't take that back christina!"

another river of tears flowed out of her eyes "i'll never forgive him for that" she said quietly "but he's changed, i swear" she said as she looked to the ground

"bullshit christina, that's what they all say" he said in an angry tone "i'm gonna kill him" he said as he walked to the door and opened it, he was already out of her trailer when she grabbed his arm

"no blake please, don't hurt him" her tears kept falling

"christina-" she cut him off

"no stop, don't say anything bad about him, first adam, and now you-" she cut herself off and cried harder "please, just don't hurt him" she begged

he sighed and looked at christina "alright, don't cry" he said quietly and touched her arm

she closed her eyes for a couple of seconds and sighed of relief "thank you" she said quietly

he nodded once and walked to his trailer

she sighed and looked around, alot of people were staring at her, feeling bad for her, she sighed again and wiped her tears away as she went to look for matthew