What happened to us? (mattina)

Ch. 27

2 days later...

christina woke up with tear stains on her face, she checked her phone and saw that matthew had called her so many times, she felt a tear fall from her eyes remembering what happened 2 days ago

she cried for a few minutes and got up to take a shower, after about 15 minutes she got out of the shower and dried her hair/body, she straightened her hair and put on black leggings, a grey hoodie and a black beanie, she went downstairs and checked her phone again

matthew called her again and she was deciding if she should answer or not, she didnt know what really happened when she saw them kissing and ot might not have been matthews fault so she answered and let him explain to her

Matthew: "christina! baby please listen to me, just let me explain to you what happened please" he begged

Christina: "fine explain" she said softly

M: "okay, when you left to go talk to adam i was about to get up and talk to blake but then that girl just walked in and i turned around and she pushed me against the wall and kissed me, i didnt know what was happening and i thought it was you for a few seconds so i kissed her back, the second i saw what was happening i pushed her away i swear, when i saw that first tear fall from your eye it broke my heart into a million pieces, please baby i love you so much, im so sorry" he said as a tear rolled down his cheek

C: "matthew, i always forgive you, no matter what it is... even after" she cut herself off as a few tears rolled down her cheek "even after you killed my baby, i love you so much but i cant keep getting hurt by you" tears were streaming down her face remembering everytime he's ever hurt her

M: "i know, i'm so sorry, please i cant lose you christina, i love you more than anything in this entire world" a few tears rolled down his cheeks "please forgive me, i would never cheat on you baby, you know that" he said sadly

C: "i know it's not your fault but you kissed her back matthew, your hand was on her ass and everything" she said through tears

M: "i know, i know im sorry, it all happened so fast i just-" he sighed "i'm so sorry for everything, for ever hurting you" he said and wiped his tears away

C: she let her tears fall as she stayed silent for a few seconds, she calmed down a little and sighed "i know you're sorry, it's okay, it's not all your fault" she wiped her tears away

M: "so do you forgive me?" he asked

C: "yeah, but that doesn't mean i'm not mad at you" she said

M: "i know, i love you so much okay? more than i've ever loved anything in this entire world" he said sweetly

C: a small smile appearred on her face "i love you too" she said sweetly but with some sadness in her voice

M: "when am i allowed to come over?" he asked smiling knowing he made her smile "i need to see you"

C: "i'm afraid if i see you i'll cry" she said as all of the memories flashed through her mind

M: he felt so bad for causing her all of this pain "i hurt you alot, you dont have to see me if you dont want to, just tell me when you're ready" he said missing her badly

C: "no, i want to see you... i miss you" she said sadly

M: "i miss you too" he said sweetly

C: "can you come over?" she asked sweetly but with a hint of sadness

M: "of course, yeah i'm coming right now" he said and got up from his couch

C: "okay, see ya" they said their goodbyes and christina put the phone down and smiled, she was still hurt by what happened but it would eventually get better, she went and did her make up a little and waited for matthew downstairs in the living room for about an hour

a knock came from the door and christina got up and answered it and it was matthew "hey" she said quietly

he noticed how pink and puffy her eyes were and knew that she'd been crying alot "hey" he said sadly and entered the house, she closed the door as a tear fell remembering what happened, then she turned to face matthew and sighed

"i'm sorry" he said looking into her eyes deeply

she looked into his eyes for a few seconds and looked away quickly as another tear fell "i know you are" she said quietly

he walked closer to her and touched her cheek with his hand softly "for everything" he said softly

she kept looking at the floor as another tear rolled down her cheek, she sighed softly and looked up at him with tears in her eyes "see, i knew i'd cry" she said sadly

he pulled her close and laid her head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around her tightly "please dont cry, i hate seeing you cry, it kills me" he kissed her head once "im so sorry, for everything that i've ever done, please believe me" he said sincerely

a few tears fall on his shirt as she wiped her tears away "i believe you its just... you always say you're sorry, and it keeps happening" she said sadly

"i know... i'm the biggest dumbass alive okay? i wish i never hurt you, i wish i could take everything i've ever done back, i should've never laid a finger on you, i should've never let her kiss me, it shouldn't have happened but it did and i cant take it back, im so sorry" he said as a tear fell from his eye and he hugged her tight

she was crying in his neck and had her hands on his chest as he held her close "it's okay... it wasn't your fault, she kissed you right?" she said quietly

"yes, she kissed me i swear on everything i love" he said as he touched her cheek softly

"okay, it was a mistake, its fine" she pulled away from him and wiped her tears away

"so are we okay?" he asked sadly, hoping everything would be okay between them

"we're okay" she smiled weakly at him

"seal it with a kiss?" he asked sweetly

she smiled up at him and gave him a soft kiss on the lips and he returned the kiss "i love you so much" he said as his forehead touched hers "i love you too" she said as a smile appearred on her face

they kissed for a few more minutes and cuddled on the couch, in a few hours they both got up and went out to get something to eat and spend the day together

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