What You Wanted (A OneRepublic Fanfic)

Chapter 22- Goodbye

Ryan's P.O.V

"Ryan... I-I-I don't think I can do this anymore." She said as tears start streaming down her face.

"Wh-what? What are you saying you can't do this anymore?" I said in disbelief.

"This. Us. I just can't do it anymore." She says dropping down to her knees and crying.

"Johana, are yo-.... Are you breaking up with me?" I asked softly.

She continues to sob harder.

"Answer me Johana! Are we over? Yes? Or no?" I scolded her.

There was a moment of silence.

"Yes." She squeaked.

Suddenly the world started to crumble beneath my feet and my heart started breaking.

"Why?" I asked.

I reached forward to touch her but she pushes my hand away.

"Please don't touch me." She pleaded me.

"Johana. I'm asking you a question." I asked her.

"Wow Ryan. Are you that fucking clueless that you don't even know what you did?"

I just watched her in complete silence.

"Let me ask you a question. Are you still in love with Genevieve?" She says as she gets up from the floor.

"What?! Is that what this is about?!"

"Look me in the eyes and tell me if you're in love with her."

I didn't know what to say to her. She just looked so angry.

"I don't know. Honestly I don't know anymore." I answered.

"What is there not to know?! It's simple question! Who the fuck are you in love with?!" She shouts at me.

"I don't fucking know Johana!" I shouted back at her.

"Look. I love you Ryan. I really do. But until you realize who you want to be with, I can't be by your side. Im not going to wait for you forever. I don't want to be strung along a relationship where the person I'm madly in love with, doesn't even love me back.

To be completely honest, you and Genevieve make a great couple. The way you acted was something I've never seen before. You never acted that way with me before."

"Jo, I'm sorry."

"It's too late."

Oh, the irony.

She sighs.

"Get out."

"So it's over then?"

She nods.

"Just please, get out. Don't make it harder than it has to be. You just need to forget about me."

"I can't forget about you."

"Well you'll have to. Now please leave. I'll walk you to the door." She says looking down at the floor. I follow her out of her music room and and into the living room.

She opened the door and steps aside to let me go out. I turned on my heel, cupped her face and crashed my lips onto hers. I pushed her against the wall. Our mouths moved in sync as I realize this was the last time I would ever kiss her. Her placed her small hands on my chest and pushes me away.

"Goodbye Ryan." She says in a cold tone and slams the door in my face.

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