Outside the Wall -Levi X Reader

Levi's Choice

"It hurts Levi."

Her words echo in my head.

That night she spent with all of her friends... I can understand, but I was so worried. For now, Hange took custody of Sams body. Much to the others dislike.

She said she wouldn't do anything to it until the final judgment is clear. But everyone was on edge. (Y/n) stopped smiling and showing her happiness. Travis was more protective then ever, he wouldn't let them out of his sight, which made training harder. The twins stop talking in unison. And Daisy kept her hair in her face, as if to hide the tear stains.

Hange continues to be cheerful. Erwin watches everyone with his giant ass eyebrows. Mike sniffs everyone like normal. And Yeager is still a dumb brat with Titan issues.

The only time I hear (Y/n) talk is when I invite her to my office to help me with work and she talks a little, or when one of her friends whispers something to her and she'll answer back in a hushed voice.

It's been 4 days since his death. And nothing progressed.

The only thing that is different is, (Y/n) keeps mentioning going outside the walls. The Outsiders are planning something. Erwin said he wanted to plan a expedition by the end of the week, which is weird on the events that just happened. Hange was all for it and Mike seemed fine with it.

I don't know whats happening but-

"Levi!!" I snap my head up to see her (e/c) eyes and (s/c) of (Y/n), very close to my face. "I've been calling your name for the past 5 minutes, what's on your mind?" She asks in a hushed voice as she backs away. Her face showing a worried expression.

"No, just...tired," I say. After straightening the paperwork, I hold it out, "please deliver this to Erwin." She nods and took the paperwork from my hand, she heads to the door and opens it, but stops before exiting.

"Levi...how do you feel about the woods outside? Good?....bad?" She asked. Here it was, another question.

"I don't know...they are big ass tree's, and titans infest them...but I guess it's nice..why?" I ask back.

She shakes her head and continues on out the door, "nothing!" She says before running off.

The door opened as fast as it closed. This time, Alex entered. His ginger hair a little longer since he joined, and he looked a little mad, but also something els.

"You were supposed to knock brat," I say annoyed. He keeps walking and sits in a chair infront of my desk.

"We need to talk, it's about (Y/n)," he says in a serious tone. I nod for him to continue after I straighten up. I suddenly feel a overpowering emotion of grieve and sadness, "this is what (Y/n) has been feeling since Sams death." It washes away and I feel the pressure lift off me. "This is why we need to talk, me, Amber, Travis and Daisy have known her for years, maybe thats why she won't open up to us, since we've seen her strong for so long...that is why I'm asking you, help her. Make her happy again."

"One, since when have you been able to do that...And two, I thought you didn't like me..." I say as I rub my temples.

"I've had the power to feel others emotions since I was little. Only recently have I been able to push emotions onto people... And to your other point, I don't like you that much, but I do like (Y/n), she's like a sister to me. And if you make her happy, and she opens her heart to you, then I'll push aside my protective side and let you two be happy...I know you are happy with her."

"What about your other friends?"

"We've all talked. And I am the spokes person in a way, we thought it would be trouble to have us all in here, and I'm better with words," he admits.