Red ⇢ Sam Winchester (sequel to Half-Blood) | "complete"

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Elliot

Sometimes with the Winchesters, things can be difficult. They tried to push my powers to come out, but honestly I didn't have a clue how to even try and summon them.

"I don't understand, your powers should have been apparent from your childhood," Castiel says, "Why aren't they working? Why didn't you show signs?"

I sighed, "I did. When I was young," I shifted uncomfortably, "But my parent, my mother, forced me to contain them. I haven't used my powers since I was probably eight years old. I don't know if I even have them anymore."

"Well of course you still have them," Jack started, "You just don't remember how to use them. Let me help you,"

"What do you me-" Before I finished my sentence, Jack had placed his hands on my head and I felt a surge of electricity and overwhelming pain run through my body. While all of this happened, the memories of my powers relayed in my mind.

It felt like seven thousand years before Jack let go of my head, and by that time I was gasping for breath as my heart and head pounded. "What the fuck was that?"

"Jack what did you just do?" Sam asked, panicked, "Are you okay, Ellie?" 

"I-I'm fine," I pant, "I think he just, reminded me. On how to use my powers,"

-

"Okay, Elliot, now lift the chair, and throw it." Castiel's commands were simple, but still difficult for me to follow through with. I had only been using my powers again for a few hours, and so far they are hard to do.

"I'm trying, Cas! But, man, a chair is a hell of a lot heavier than an effing pencil!" I shout, "I'm trying my best, okay? This is hard."

"Well try harder!" Dean shouted, "If this shit happens the way it's said to happen, then goddamn you need to get your shit together!"

"Dean, please. Leave her alone," Jack put his hand on Dean's shoulder, "Don't be harsh on her, it took me awhile to control my powers."

"Yeah but you were five months old, she's twenty-frickin'-eight! An adult, for Christs' sake!" Dean throws something at a wall, "Listen we don't have time for this, you two. We have to be able to defeat Michael, to defeat Asmodeus. We can't waste any time."

"We aren't wasting time, Dean!" I shout, "I can't help that my mother didn't embrace my freak side, my demon-baby powers like you did Sammy's!"

The air around us stiffened, and I saw them tense up.

"Shit, I'm sorry boys. I didn't meant t-" Sam cut me off.

"No, you know what, you're right, Elliot." Sam hissed, "Your mother didn't embrace your freak side like Dean did mine. I think we should be done for now."

My heart fell to my chest after he spoke. I knew I messed up, I shouldn't have called them freak powers. Besides, Sam's were different from mine. I was born with mine and he got his from that yellow-eyed bitch that killed Mary all those years ago.

Sam and Dean went back to their room, Castiel following suit. They stuck Jack and I together, despite him not sleeping much.

"Why did that make Sam and Dean upset?" Jack asked, "Why did you call it your freak side?"

"Jack, there's a lot that you still don't know about the boys. There's a lot that I don't know even. After being away for five years, and not even meeting them until I was like, twenty-one. Somethings about their past are better for you, probably for both of us, not to know. Do you understand, Jack?" I looked him in the eyes, he looked confused.

"You remind me so much of my mother..." Jack trailed off, "You care about me."

"You're young, Jack. Like, even younger than what you look. I know you were like, born into all of this and you didn't really get a choice, but it's unfair. You shouldn't be, forced into all of these things," I let out a laugh, "You're Lucifer's son, and God knows Dean probably doesn't trust you for shit, but you're doing this anyway. I can tell, Jack. It's not because you have to. But it's because you want to."

Jack smiled lightly, "Sam believes in me."

I nodded my head, "Yeah. That's exactly like Sammy. Believing in the underdog."

"What's an underdog?"

// ayoo its ya boi back at it again with a second effing update!!!!!

so im thinking that this is all jus loosely based on s13 so i can do whatever i want

anyway, taa taa babies ilu