(Finished) Saying Excuses jacksepticeye x reader. SEQUAL TOO DRESSED IN FEAR

"Your Words Can Make A Guy Go Insane."

Your P.O.V.

You eat your food without talking for a few minutes; the silence is making you nervous, like you have to say something to fill that black hole of nothingness. You want to say something but you don't know anything good to talk about.

Jack stops chewing on his food and looks up at you with his crystal blue eyes. He keeps looking for a second until you return the favour and glance at him too. He coughs harshly and you wait for him to start a conversation. It doesn't even have to be a good one; anything will help to fill this nothingness.

'Y/N, can I ask you something?' Jack says so fast you could not understand what he said. If there is a medal for speed talking, Jack would get the medal without trying to do so.

You look at him, confused because you have no idea what he just said. It sounded like your name and it had the tone of a question but you don't know for sure and guessing isn't smart to do either.

'Markiplier and friends is coming up and I -I wanted to ask if you could maybe cancel your flight. You don't HAVE to but it would be cool if you...' Jack mumbles while stuttering and not making one sentence. You smile because he is trying so hard to ask you something he doesn't have to ask. You stare in shock as he continues to talk and say stuff about Felix and Bob and all the others that are coming too.

'So what do you think?' he questions at the very end. You are still frozen by amazement and wait for your boyfriend to shake you and yell at you until you come back to earth. He does not shake you or anything but repeats your name which does help too.

'Of course!' you yell and you feel your cheeks hurting from all the smiling you have performed today. You cannot believe Jack asked you to cancel your flight because he wanted you to be with him during that panel. You always wanted to intend to something big like that but you never did or could.

'I would LOVE to be in the audience!' you smile. You have lowered your face for the reason people where staring at you. They are maybe thinking that Jack proposed. He didn't do that, he did something much better. He asked you to be in the audience for the panel!

'You didn't really listen to what I'm saying did you?' Jack smiles and you turn as pall as the snow outside. You where not paying attention at all. You have no idea what I exactly said, something about cancelling your flight and the panel with Mark.

'Because you are my girlfriend and one of Marks best friends, he existed that you would go ON STAGE WITH US,' Jack says and you freeze again. You cannot believe he wants you to go on stage with him and Mark and Felix and ooh no. So much known youtubers are going to be there. But you know Jack would never lie about something like that.

'Y-Yes. I'd like that, very much,' you say with breaths and repeating fracas. You blush because of your reaction, how could you react to such question? Play it cool, say you don't care? No, what you did was the typical fan girl breakout move: you blushed, smiled like an idiot and started yelling into your hands because you wanted no one else to hear.

Jack starts to blush and very uncomfortably runs his hand through his hair. Does he think you're weird, well he should have known before. He smiled as you continue to absolutely fan girl all the feelings out and he laughs at your last move: the "sarcastic diva".

'I mean, yeah cool. I don't care,' you joke while you feel your cheeks hurting from all the smiles you served already. You blush more than the red lights on the street. You wanted this so badly, you have read this in so many fan fictions and know it is coming true.

'Well I could of course ask someone else, it doesn't seem that important to ya,' Jack jokes and your smile is whipped from your face. He doesn't mean that does he? He would not just randomly ask someone else right? RIGHT?! Jack notices your face and starts to laugh because you actually thought for a minute that he was going to ask someone else.

'That's not funny!' you say with laughs in between and the two of you laugh even harder. You wish this could be your whole live: conventions and a lot of Jack with some friends in between but of course the fans on top!

'Hell yeah it is!' Jack laughs and you laugh even harder. You love how he enjoys himself and others, like it is the easiest thing to do. He just does not know yet how special it makes him and how unique people think he is. So you promise yourself to tell him more often how special that littler bean of yours is, because for some reason he doesn't know that himself.

'But wait, there are going to be so many people including Felix, and Wade and Bob and Mark and well... you. I have never even met the guys, I don't know what they're like, I -I know nothing,' on that moment the fear and insurance kicks in. You only think about what you have to plan still, not what you are going to enjoy and do. You feel afraid and held back in all the things you can do and WILL do.

'It's going to be okay. You'll stay with Mark and Felix, Bob, and that other guy (Wade) are amazing. They are very nice, trust me. Plus the audience will love you, jacksepticeyes girlfriend!' he says while looking up in the air as if his text is written on the ceiling. He must be nervous too, it is your first date after all and he just had the guts to ask you this. As Jack continues to say that everything is going to be fine, you doubt the fans will love you.

Those fan girls last time where acting so mean and awful, maybe they will all be like that. But you also know that Jacks fans are the sweetest and most welcoming communities of them all. So don't worry about the laddies and start worrying about the things you have to get off your bucked list because you are only inches away of doing them!

'I guess so,' you mumble and Jack jumps up from his seat. Well he did it very gently but still, you didn't expect him to do this. He walks up to you and looks you straight into the eyes. His blue ones are full of worry yet pride towards you and he kisses you on your forehead, his cold lips touching your skin.

'They will, because you are the most amazing and loving, kind and brave person I have ever met before. Just your words can make a guy go insane and girls lose their mind. So don't ever question someone licking you Y/N L/N!' he speeches and you smile a bit uncomfortable. Jack is always the one that can save you from all your bad thoughts and makes your breaks work again when you are going to fast (not literally).

You smile and keep up to your promise. You open your mouth and speech back to Jack. You know he cannot keep his attention to something for long but he HAS to listen right now.

'You are special Sean, I will say it to you every day and even write it on all the walls I can find. You are special, and never doubt that.' you say and on that moment you kiss him with so much love he cannot resist although he is on his knees.

You kiss him on the lips, you feel his ice cold lips and you do not care anymore if anyone will look at you with confusion. You wrap your arms around him trying to let him know he is safe. He HAS to be save otherwise you cannot sleep at night.

You play with his green hair as you kiss him. He kisses you back and you just love the feeling of you two being together. You do not want anything more in the world.

This is just all you need.

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