(Finished) Saying Excuses jacksepticeye x reader. SEQUAL TOO DRESSED IN FEAR

Only If He Is In Love

Matthias P.O.V.

You look behind you as the "doctors" remove his shirt, making him the leader of a group of machines. The iron monsters follow his heartbeat though it more seems like they're slowing it down. They run on his life energy, the moment he dies, they stop working too.

The car stops, multiple people run out of the car trying everything to keep your friend alive. As the doors so wildly swing open and almost every living soul leaves the ambulance, you stay in the car still completely shocked about what happened.

'I think you should go to your friend,' the driver says and you look up at him once more. He politely smiles as he again startles you with his sudden idea to talk with you. You notice that he doesn't even look old. He appears to be the same age maybe a bit older than you.

His black hair reminds you of your friend which is, just reminding you, STILL DYING. His blue eyes certainly not make you think about Mark, yet points more to memories including your Irish green tea. You notice how his wrist has a beautiful tattoo which you thought weren't aloud. Well, there must be an exception for everything, right?

You open the door of the car, step out but forget how high you are seated. You stumble towards the ground yet your legs catch you as you fall to the hard concrete. You feel how your hands and feet touch the cold floor and you land without a scratch. You look back at the driver, who start the engine once more and decides it is time to save another life.

As the ambulance leaves you, you look around hoping to recognize anyone to share your emotions with. You are surrounded by trees and flowers, though no living soul greets you as want you enter the hellhole people tend to call heaven.

You take a step towards the white building as you quickly notice the ringing of a phone. You look around, spin a little circle to discover the owner of the noise, you remain clueless to whom this phone might belong to. Just as you wonder about giving up, you see the phone laying just inches next to you.

A piece of you recognize the Iphone, recalling it as Marks. One of the paramedics must have dropped it. You hesitate to pick it up. Then you read the description of the person calling, your heart melting away in only seconds. It says with big letters: F/N with a little heart on the left as well right side. Mark isn't the person to surround a name with hearts, only if he-

Only if he is in love...

You pick up without hesitation, your heart beating fast as you understand that whoever will pick up is Marks crush. You wait for any sign of life on the other line as a sudden female voice breaks through the speakers. She seems comfortable as she obviously thinks she is calling Mark.

'Hey Mark! I'm at the airport and wondered if you could pick me up?' a sweet voice asks. Your heart breaks as you try to get something out of your mouth. It stays quit for a long time, you find yourself unable to shatter her world and give her the time to question if she called the right contact.

'Mark?' the voice asks and as you listen how the timbre heightens her tone to a question. You try not to think about the fact you are going to make this wonderful sounding girl sad and say the truth. Your lips fight hard against this decision as they don't want to rune someone's day.

'Hello, you're speaking with Matthias. I'm one of Marks friends,' you say uncomfortable. You try to make this conversation as long as possible therefore you can make a plan about how to tell her that Mark is dying and thereby also thinking how you are going to deal with Mark soon.

'Oh, hi! I'm F/N, also one of Marks friends!' the girl laughs as she makes you feel even worse about what you are going to do to her. You thought she was Marks girlfriend, and you aren't that far of the road to truth. Oblivious to the future she wants to start a conversation, but quickly questions why you are in possession of her friend's phone.

You wipe your tears away as you don't want to upset this amazing sounding person. You couch to get control of your shaking voice as you press the phone closer against your ear, making sure that you will remind every word she is saying so you can directly tell Mark once he wakes up. He needs to know that she called, it would enjoy him, and at least you hope it will.

'How's it s-shaking?' you stutter silently. The girl doesn't understand your whisper and you are forced to repeat yourself, stuttering again at your faked happiness. You hear how she waits a moment until she answers, probably guessing why you stuttered.

'What's going on Matthias?!' she asks worried as your cover has been blown away. You punish yourself as she found out you where lying. You curse softly underneath your breath as Mark's crush sounds even more worried than before. You don't answer, as she pleads for the truth again.

'Where's Mark?!' F/N screams in tears as if she already knows what is going on. And she does, which is a fact you don't know exists. You thought her to be not aware of the danger Mark is in and the dark clouds covering up her future. But she is very aware of the risks she took when dating mark and exposing him to her friend.

'He is fine, he just ca-' your sentence is interrupted by an ambulance which (with a lot of noise) comes riding towards the hospital. It parks close to you as its sirens cover up the whole area around the big and white house it is visiting. You stare at the car and notice the same black haired, blue eyed driver winking at you.

'Don't lie to me!' she says furious. You scare as her voice changes from soft to loud in a matter of seconds and your lie is discovered even quicker than you could finish it. Off to a great start you think to yourself as your first time meeting this girl is already messed up.

'He got picked up by an ambulance car,' you say and hear how her world comes crashing down on her and she bursts out in tears. She doesn't bother you hearing her every movement and knowing every word you say. She just cares about her friend which has been taken by the devil, only to take place next to Y/N who has been held by the fallen angle for far too long.

'I'll be there in a couple of minutes,' she says and as she wants to end the call you stop her.

'Are you Y/N's friend too?' you question her and you notice how her breath stops and she starts to get afraid of every word you are about to tell her. On the moment she wants to ask you why you want to know if she knows Jacks girlfriend you end the call.

You where too afraid to end the conversation with telling her that you "flipped out" at what may be her best friend and that you know her boyfriend. You get cold feet as you don't want to break the pieces that are left over of her life, you can't do that to her. There is a change she is losing Mark; you can't make her worry even more about something irrelevant.

You sigh. You close your eyes. You pray, something you rarely to never do. But for some reason it feels right. You stop moving. You stop talking. But you can't stop breathing. You take a step towards the door. You stop and consider walking away. You can't leave your friend. At the end you find yourself in the hospital, your eyes blinded by the sudden white.

You look around and notice a person you haven't seen for a long time. Her beautiful brown yet blond hair covers her back and she is staring at you with big brown eyes. She is wearing a skirt, a simple shirt and a jacket she seems to like as she makes sure that piece of clothing is the most remarkable of her whole outfit, the eye immediately cough towards its soft colours.

She runs towards you on her not very high heels. She is already opening her arms to hug you and as she does she makes sure to hug you tight. You cry silently, yet you try not to rune her beautiful outfit. She cries too, as she hugs you even tighter.

After she opens her arms, you take a step back and take in the present of this beautiful lady who is already spoken for. You see that her cheeks are wet, but her mascara is still on. She was smart enough to wear water proof. You have no idea why she would be here and what the reason is that she is crying. Does she know about Mark?

You decide to ask her, and as you stare into her eyes (which remind you of Mark, almost everything reminds you of Mark for some reason) you ask her softly though not insecure: 'Why are you here?' she swallows down her happiness she felt as she saw you and answers softly: 'Felix.'

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Long chapter again! Thank you for reading and I hope you are enjoying. Any idea who that lady that hugged you may be? I believe I gave a very good hint;) I wish you a beautiful, stunning, happy, amazing, awesome and wonderful day. I love you and stay BOSS!!!