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The Little Irishman That Lost His Mind

Matthias P.O.V.

'What happened to Felix?' you ask as you find yourself sweating and shaking because of the fear that something could have happened to Felix. Your life is shattered enough, yet the demons find you highly interesting and play around with you like a toy.

They take away everything that you hold dear, first Mark and now Felix. You know that Felix was drunk, something he shouldn't have been, but everyone makes mistakes from time to time.

Your hands shiver and shake, exposing your feeling to the world. You take her hand even stronger, knowing how she must feel now. It is her bloody boyfriend, the one person she loves the most. You feel how you start to cry again, tears streaming down your face.

You try to not make any noise, as you think that you are not worthy of bothering other people with your problems. As you rub your hands against your puffy eyes, Marzia slowly looks down to the ground, ashamed of what her boyfriend has done. And when she looks up, she sees one of her friends completely broken, yet trying to be strong so he can comfort her.

She searches her jacket for a tissue, and as she finds one she hands it over to her friend. You decline as her pick fingers reach towards you with the tissue that could suck up all of your tears. You think she is going to need them more, once she has heard about Mark.

And yes, you understand it is not your story to share. Though you think that people have to know what is going on with their friend, especially when they are so close. You remember you asked Marzia to explain her present here, at this hour, which she slowly does.

'Felix g- got in an accident. He crashed into s- Sean and some girl. They were- they were on a date!' Marzia cries as she leans in for another hug. As you try to be strong for her, you feel how your heart stops beating. You try to stay alive, as your soul slowly dies within you.

You rub her back; tell her it is going to be okay as the demons fire their arrows on the two of you. You jump in front of Marzia, while the demons anger themselves as you tend to be a bigger hero than they thought. You take in all of the pain and sadness, hoping that Marzia will stay as pure as she has always been. That she will continue carrying this eternal light she has held in her hands for years.

'S-Sean is hurt, Matthias. His leg, his side, the doctors said it wasn't bad but still. He isn't strong enough for this cruelty let alone for-' You don't let her end her sentence as you can predict what she is going to tell you. It is always something horrible, never something nice. Death, pain, sadness, everything you never hoped to find in your life and now they are your basic things, keeping everything together like glue.

'Look on the bright side, Felix is fine. And Y/N probably too,' and that is where you make a fatal mistake. Probably. If you say probably, you don't know for sure. And if you don't know for sure, you will go insane to actually know for sure. And you can't handle that too.

'Is that her name? Y/N?' Marzia looks up at you, smiling because you have granted her a bit of sunshine in the horrible dungeon she must be in. You show her the light, as her eyes water again. She smiles as you confirm what she though, slowly but surely giving in to a bit of happiness.

'Yes, she is Sean's girlfriend,' you whisper and Marzia shows a sign of joy as you expose Y/N to her. She wipes her tears away, knowing that she shouldn't be crying. She hugs you even tighter, as she realises she is going to have a new family member. What she doesn't know is that Mark has a plus one too.

'But she is not the reason I'm here,' you say slowly and Marzia stares at you again, hoping you aren't going to tell her the fatal truth you have witnessed earlier. On the moment she spotted you in the hospital, she knew you weren't here for Felix. She just didn't know any reason for you to walk inside the hospital.