Jack's P.O.V.
I know I used this song last chapter too but that was one of my many mistakes so he song up above is for this chapter!!!
'Why do girls always go to the bathroom TOGETHER?' Felix says, trying to get some humour into the silence. But his plan fails horribly, bringing only more unspoken words into the circle of friends.
'Felix, please,' Marzia says making her boyfriend shut up. And as the Swede locks his lips the voice in your head has found the key to unlock his. And before you can stop him another torture has fallen upon you.
She is having a mental break down in the toilets.
You close your eyes in pain and crush the living hell out of your chair. But no one gives you any attention, only caring about the fear clenching them so tightly they are unable to step out of it.
'How could you know?' you whisper softly, assuming that this is the only way you are able to communicate with the anxiety in your mind. And as your gritted teeth spit out your questions, a very bad answer is served back.
I just know that if she takes more than 2 minutes in the toilets you need to go find her.
You cringe, as the sentence echoes through your mind and pull the strings of pain that make you twitch without anyone seeing you. You don't want them to know you are going crazy; there is already too much going on.
'Maybe she is on her period,' you say out loud, harder than you wanted to. And as your sentence leaves your mouth you immediately get a glare from Marzia, who almost looks more defensive than confused.
No.
'Who's on her period?' Felix asks before looking at his girlfriend who gives him a disapproving glance back. And as you snap back into reality again, you find your friends starring at you like you are a mad man.
'F/N, why would she otherwise just walk away?' you respond, getting your thoughts out of there and hoping to get a solid advice from Marzia as she is the only lady in the company of four man.
'She is not on her period,' Marzia announces, having this certain edge in her voice telling you to not ask any questions about it. The Italian assures you from what you were afraid of: the voice was right. Something bad is going on with F/N.
'Fuck,' you say before jumping up, making yourself ready to leave. No one stops you, too surprised by your sudden concern about F/N. You walk away, searching for the closest woman's toilet.
Your eyes fly all over the hospital and when you finally find the small board with that strange woman figure on it you open the door, your hands pushing against the wooden thing so it opens and shows you a room full of sadness.
F/N sits against the wall, crying, shaking, and a complete mess to be exactly. You rush over to her as her sobs fill the room, holding her tight in an embrace you pull her in, not giving her a single change to back away.
She looks at you as you hug her tighter, her tears are making your suit wet but you don't care. And as her crying becomes louder and more filled with pain, she holds you closer, rapping her arms around your waist.
'I can't take it anymore Jack. It is all so much for me to handle. And now that I'm all alone I'm afraid that I...' she cries harder and harder, her voice filling up the void between you. And as she stops shaking you show her she isn't alone.
'Hey, you're not alone. You've got me and all the other guys out there. And we are going to get you through this,' you say after you have let her gone from your hug so the words can sink in a bit better.
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