(Finished) Saying Excuses jacksepticeye x reader. SEQUAL TOO DRESSED IN FEAR

One Of The Weakest

Your P.O.V.

Everyone nods in agreement to your strong words; they cry their yes or just look at you this certain way that makes you feel loved. As if you were right the entire time. They take the hand of their loved one, remembering what you said: Together, we are able to make a difference.

On the moment Marzia tries to take the hand of her Swedish boyfriend, he lets her fingers gently slip away from his grasp. He glances at his friends, one by one, making shivers run down your spine. He fixes his eyes on you, telling you he disagrees with your words.

'I envy you, Y/N. I can't be as positive or as strong as you are. I can help Mark nor you guys, for that I'm too weak. If I would help you, I'd only drag you down,' he says making direct eye contact with you, thereby knowing that you have heard his words. Your heart stops beating, while the blond doesn't stop staring at you.

Then, you break the eye contact and only on that moment, he looks the other way. As if awoken from a trance you helped him get into, he awakens, without any hint of guilt for his words. The only guilt he feels, is for holding you up and for keeping you away from your goal.

Marzia stares at her boyfriend, obviously surprised because of his words. She opens her cherry red lips to say something, and knowing you can't stop the couple fighting, you look away too, still guilty of the fact that you ruined it. That's the thing, you didn't ruin anything.

In fact, you made it a whole lot better.

'Don't think like that!' Marzia says to the love of her life, with burning eyes she stares at the freezing irises of her Felix. The YouTuber doesn't even seem startled by her reaction, for that he has known the Italian lady for far too long.

'Someone has to think like that,' Felix defences himself by using words, but Marzia's voice kicks right through the wall Felix has built to protect others from himself. As Felix tries to rebuild the wall, Marzia keeps on attacking the poor blond, telling him that his words are stupid and that he should hold his mouth shut until he knows what he's saying.

Marzia slowly looses colour, though her make-up tries to keep her from going completely pall. Her lips are sealed as she stares into the dead eyes of her love, knowing he isn't going to take back what he said. Only then the man you thought would hold his lips for the longest opens his mouth.

'Stop it,' he whispers, only giving Marzia strength to start fighting again. Felix stares at the person talking, knowing that what he is going to say can change anything. You stare at the speaker, and directly Felix his head moves towards the person having the guts to talk about his opinion.

'Stop it!' the voice egos strongly through the room, without a single crack or shake in his timbre. Marzia turns around, noticing her little one trying to bring everyone one the same level. You glance quickly at Mark, whose hands are being held by F/N and Jack. The two persons with the biggest role in your drama find strength in the touch of their loved one.

As Jack loses his grip on Mark, he comes back to what he said. All eyes fixed on him now, he begins to feel nervous. You see how he plays with the sleeves of his white blouse, only to move upwards, trying to get his bowtie on the right place. He begins to speak, and you hope that his words will be stronger than yours.

'Felix, you're drunk. Marzia, you're heartbroken. Matthias, you feel guilty. Y/N, you're concerned about everyone. F/N, you're scared to death. I, I am crazy. So what? We're not perfect, we don't have to. As long as we stay together,' your boyfriend says, but Felix has chosen to interrupt the hurt Irishman. Yet you can't interrupt an insane person.