Jacks P.O.V.
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'McLoughlin?' the nurse stutters and trips over her own words. You notice her Irish way of saying your name and feel more comfortable already. It is always nice to have someone in the room from Ireland.
She nervously plays with her sleeves, and as you look down at your own hands you notice you are making the exact same movement. Her blue eyes look at you a bit shyly, and her pale skin fits the white door she is hiding behind. She takes a step in the room and shows her beautiful brown hair.
Your heart stops beating like crazy and you take a deep breath, for some reason she makes you feel better. But you cannot look at her for too long, you are already spoken for (you already have a girlfriend). So you move your head slowly away from the lady, and towards your own pretty love.
You nod, you are getting nervous though. She is too nervous herself to get you calm. You understand that she is hear for something less happy as she lets it seem. And you just hope that it is nothing bad. You swallow, as you bow your head to the willing of the nurse.
'First of all: greetings from Doctor Roane,' she says as she takes another step into the room. You don't respond to what she said and just thinks about your redheaded friends for a second. He has done so much in these last days, some of them that you could never return.
'He told me to make sure you were alright, which I will do just in a second,' again another step into the lions hole. She has no idea that demons are crawling up these walls and tears are spread across the floor. She has no idea of the burden you carry, and she has no idea to what she us talking to.
You get nervous; your fingers go wild as they torture your sleeves. Your sleeves try to scream, hoping that someone will attempt to save them. But the world closes his eyes and walks away, not wanting to deal with something like this.
'He also told me to inform you of an accident. The victim was named Fischbach, I think?' she stutters again, and you jump up from your seat. Something happened to Mark. No, it can't be him. As the nurse awaits her answer to arrive, she is greatened by a green headed figure running past her. You need to find Mark, you couldn't live with the fact that he is-.
NO! You refuse to let your mind think of that, yet the demons continue pulling their strings. Horrible ideas cross your mind and even worse conclusions to who it might have been to hurt him. If you find that person, you will hunt him down, catch him and make sure he will never forget the face of the person he ruined the life from.
You try searching for any corridor that may lead you to your best friend, but you notice that Felix is following you. He almost runs faster, and it doesn't take him long to get on the same speed as you. As people flash by, and you try to dodge them, you notice a face you know.
A face wet of tears, two dull eyes that stare as you pass by, hair that is blown away by your speed, and she doesn't even turn around on the moment you almost run into her. F/N has something else she is looking for, and you know that it isn't you but your best friend. You don't waste any words as you understand she isn't feeling for a little chat.
Neither are you.
After taken multiple corridors, your heart screams at you do stop running, and so does the wound on your side and leg. You need to keep going, and decide to ignore the pain. This way you are able to go for another two hallways, before you stop moving completely.
You are breathing heavily, which causes Felix to stop running too. He looks at you, concerned about what is going on. Just then he notices your wound, and tries to stop it from bleeding, but the red liquid isn't thinking of leaving yet. You moan silently, making sure he doesn't hear how you suffer. As much as you hate him for what he has done, he doesn't need to be pushed in the darkness you are hiding in.
He picks you up, walks down another hallway, and tries everything to get you to Mark. Though after having passed multiple doors, he gives up and puts you down, panting himself he sits down. But you cannot sit down, because if you do you know you will never get up again. And you need to get up, you have been rotting away enough already. You try to escape the pain, you run away from your mind, but they will always find you, wherever you might go.
'Go! Go to Mark,' you cringe as you look at Felix. Your voice breaks, and as your timbre gives up on you, you decide to point the way Felix needs to follow. The Swede looks up at you, afraid. He has no idea why you want him to go, the reason is simple: you don't want to have is eyes staring at you anymore; you don't want to feel his pity and sadness for you. You just need him to go, before your shadow devours his soul.
The blond runs away from you, just as you told him to. And as you look at his blond hair finding its way through the people, you find yourself with another friend of yours next to your side. She tries taking your hand, which you resist. Every touch could cause her to go mad; every glimpse of evilness could make her go dark. And it is her light that you like most about her.
Her innocence spread through your body, but it is too faded to be of any use. And your guardian has used its powers already, so this is something you have to beat on your own. And you take that burden upon you, carrying it like something you can be proud of.
She holds you tight, on her right side you and on her left side her best friend. She cries walking through the corridor Felix disappeared in. She drags you to the elevator because that is the only way you can get to Mark, and as you resist her strong grip pushing you in the iron monster, a sudden flame of torture spreads through your veins making you hush.
You beg to the angles up above to save you from your fears, but even they cannot break the deal your girlfriend and the fallen angle have made. The try everything, while the devil laughs at them from the shadows. You yell at Satan to shut up, for he is the one that ruined your life.
Than the madness ends and the elevator doors open slowly. Light is creeping through the two big pieces of iron that have served as a jail, releasing you because they were told to let you go. The elevator jump scares you with a loud PING before his arms show you another bright white hallway.
You step out; being the first you get away from the big monster. Your eyes have to adapt, you have had them closed for the entire time. You knew you wouldn't be able to hand all the things inside the monsters stomach. And you know that you never will.
You run towards the first doors you see, screaming the name of your best friend, telling him not to die today. You run faster and faster, F/n following you only inches behind your heels. You take her hand, understanding that she loves Mark more than you evil will. You scream again, before the doors of hell open themselves and Satan laughs at your misery.
The first thing you see is Roane, standing beside a hospital bed, the second thing you notice is your best friend being hugged be wires and tubes. His blood isn't even his own anymore, as he is being given new blood. His eyes are closed, his lips are slightly red. His hair is everywhere, yet his skin isn't even skin no more. It is only white paper wrapped around his veins.
You die, you cry, you break down, you come back to live again just to suffer some more. You take his hand, you hold on to it as best as you can without hurting him though you highly doubt that he would feel it. You sob, you let everyone show how much you care about your Markimoo, and you open up to all the viruses the world has to offer, hoping you could join him in his sleep.
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