The January Club

Times like this

I searched and searched the whole school inside and outside. It took about a minute for me to finally see her under a tree, covering her face. I slowly walked up to her, and slowly put my hand on her shoulder. "Meagan...?" I asked. She turned to me and looked away. I sat down and wrapped an arm around her slowly. "Meagan...," I said again. "You shouldn't have looked it up, Jacob...," she said, sniffling. "I didn't mean to cause all this. I was just curious about us," I said. She slowly pushed my arm away. "Meagan. I'm really sorry...." "Just leave me alone, Jacob!" she yelled. And just like that, she ran off.
A minute after she left, I left. You know, it's times like this to where it's a perfect day, and I just have to ruin it by being the one to cause problems not only to me, but also to others. And that just goes to show, that I am an idiot whether I have powers or not.
I ran back to my friends and told them Meagan ran off. My friends said nothing after that. I then turned to the Principal. "Sir...I wanna go home," I said, sadly. "I understand," he said. I looked down at the folder. "Get this thing out of my sight," I said, pushing it away. "I'm so sorry, Jacob," he said. "I don't care anymore," I said, softly. I walked out the door, and then decided to walk the rest of the way.
I hate my life. There's always one person in every group that has to be the troublemaker, and I know that's not Austin. Yes Austin annoys us like all the time, but he doesn't make mistakes and make people cry. Well...sort of. But you get the point.
Whenever I keep doing stuff like this, I always feel so negative. So I'm sorry if all this negativity inside me is annoying you, but I'm sure you would feel the same way. Well, most people.
When I got home, my mom was curious about why I wasn't at school. I told her I didn't want to talk about it, and I went to my room, locked the door, and hid my face in my pillow.
"Why is it always me?" I thought. I took deep sighs, and eventually fell asleep.