Spencer Reid imagines.

Misunderstanding. (part 1)

You couldn't deny that you were helplessly in love with the teams genius doctor. He was wonderful, the kind of person who makes an impact in your life so big you wouldn't know how it happened.
And after countless talks with Penelope about him you decided it was time for you to tell him, and maybe, if you were lucky, the profesional relationship could become more, so much more.
You walked to the break room and stoped dead on your tracks when you heard Spencer.

(SPENCER POV.)

I was making my daily cup of coffee when Morgan entered the break room, he had a look on his face and i knew this conversation in wasn't gonna be good.

"Hey, kid, are you planning on telling (Y/N) about your little crush already?", he said smiling at me teasingly.
"Huh? i don't know that you're talking about".

"oh come on, you think we don't realise how you look at her? with dreamy eyes and all, it's kinda cute" he said laughing.

At this point i was done and i wanted him to stop pressuring with the constant teasing so out of pure frustration i didn't think the next words that left my mouth.

"Stop, just stop!" i screamed making him jump for my sudden outburst.
"I don't like (y/n), okay? There's nothing between us! i mean, how could i ever be interested in someone like her. she's loud and messy and not my type, so i'd appreciate if you just stop insisting!" by the time i had finished, he was looking behind me with wide eyes.

"uh, Reid?" he said pointing at the door.

"what? what are you looking..." i turned around and there she was, standing with wide, teary eyes. i felt the blood drain from my face as i stared at her not knowing what to do, how to fix it.

"(Y/N)..." i started to say but she ran away. I turned around and glared at Morgan as i left the break room.

The next few days i tried to talk to her and explain myself but she avoided me every time.
She arrived later than usual, worked with Garcia in her office, she made sure we never were left alone in the break room or the Jet, the only time she talked to me was when we were working on a case and as soon as i tried to talk about what happened, she changed the subject.
She even started calling me "Dr. Reid".
And i was sick of it. So when i saw her go into the break room, i quickly followed her.

"We need to talk" i said closing the door.
She tensed up when she heard my voice but didn't say anything as she continued to make her coffee.

"(Y/N), i'm really sorry. i-i didn't mean anything i said that day. i just..." i tried to explain her that it was a misunderstanding but she spoke up.

"...You just would never be interested in someone like me, it's okay" she said quietly.

"N-no, no, no. its not that, i-i-i was..." she interrupted me.

"No, i get it, okay? you don't need to explain anything. i know i'm not as smart as you, or interesting. but you know what? you could've just say something instead of...of.."

"of what, (y/n)?" i said quietly.

"nothing, just forget it okay?" she said walking towards the door but i grabbed her arm and tugged it so she was facing me.

"No, i'm not going to just "forget it". i'm trying to apologise, to explain why i said those things and you're just running away form this!"
i yelled, catching the attention of everyone in the office.

(Y/N) yanked her arm from my hand as she glared at me.

"I'm the one running away? YOU were the one who didn't even try to know me before judging me, YOU were the one who broke my heart, YOU were the one who decided to tell everyone how much you didn't like me instead of telling me! so don't try to act like i was the one who ruined this!"

"i b-broke your heart?" she shook her head and left the room. my hand rose in attempt to holding her back but she was already gone.

(3rd person POV)

Spencer knew everyone heard the argument but ignoring the stares, he sat on his desk and got back to work.

When (Y/N) left the building, she finally let the tears flow. As she walked home she started thinking all the times she thought Spencer seemed to be interested in her. all the little details, the long conversations, how well they connected. it felt so...real.

She was about to get to her apartment when she felt a sharp pain in the back of her head and then, everything went dark.