Spencer Reid imagines.

Don't

"So how's been going on lately with you guys?" you asked Penelope.

"well, not much. Derek's the same delicious man, Spencer is getting married, Emily came back from vacation. what about you?"

The blood suddenly drained off your face. Spencer was getting married?

"wait what did you say?"

"Derek's the same deli..." you interrupted her.

"no, no. the other thing. Spencer is getting married? your hands were shaking.

"oh yeah! he just told us yesterday. Apparently, Maeve said she wanted to take the next step and now they're getting married. Did he not tell you?"

"No uh...no he probably forgot. Anyway, i gotta go, bye" you whispered, hanging up.

You gripped the kitchen counter, breathing heavily.
You couldn't believe this, how could he be getting married? After all you've been through.

You meet him when Penelope took you to a dinner party at Rossi's house. The both of you clicked right away, talking all night about your passion for books and poetry.

The next day he asked you out and one thing lead to another, ending in both of you sleeping together. After that, it became something regular. He'd call you to let off some steam and vice versa. it wasn't really serious, but that was your fault. Until one day, Spencer being fed up by you constantly pushing him away, gave you an ultimatum. And that was it for you, you couldn't lose him.

The day of the wedding, you decided you needed to talk to Spencer. You headed out to the church and as discreetly as possible, you went to the room you knew Spencer would be in.

When you opened the door you saw him pacing around. You felt the anger build up inside you as soon as he looked at you.

"You call me a coward for not wanting a boyfriend but when i do, you marry somebody else?"

"Hey, calm down. it's just a piece of paper." he says calmly.

"Not to me" you whisper.

He doesn't say anything, he doesn't even look at you. You shake your head and turn around ready to leave. You didn't need this, didn't deserve this.

"Hey, come on!" you turn around. "Just cause i'm getting married doesn't mean we can't still see each other, okay?"

You stared at him, not believing what you just heard.

"If you give half a shit about me....half. Don't do this" your voice cracks a little.

He watches you for a minute, thinking. Suddenly he cups your face on his hands and kisses you hard.
And both of you feel like the world is finally balanced , and everything feels right.

Spencer pulls back a little and your eyes flutter open to gaze up at his.
Your heart is beating hard and fast against your chest. Spencer caresses your cheek and gives you a sad smile. "I'm sorry, i can't do this"

And then your heart stops. He takes his coat and leaves the room, leaving you feeling as empty as you felt before you meet him. Just this time, with a broken heart.

heyyyyy well it's been a while. But i'm in my last year of high school and it's HARD.
Also, im sorry this is so short.
Also also, thank you for your lovely comments and for keep reading and voting💞
hope you like this one.
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Nat🌱