Titanium

Lover, Where Do You Live?

I'm the one who took up space
Glancing to see if you'd notice me today

I imagine things when you would speak
I imagine how it could be

But you prove me wrong everytime
Because I know you don't know me
But I think you're divine

I'm the one you'll never speak to this year
And I'm the one who can't bare to hear
That my fantasy won't come true
And life will go on too

I look for your love in too many places
In vivid images of my imagination

I try to make you exist like
the sky is the limit
But there is a limit
And it's you

I shake my head and tread ahead
I'm not in love and like I said
I'm the one who took up space
But I started not caring if you'd notice me that day

You're a good thought
But you could never be bought
You can't hear the thoughts in my head
My lover is still somewhere ahead

I no longer take up space with you
Because at the end of the day
I'd rather be in my own safe place

And as the days hurry on
I know now you are nothing like those songs

The ones about love,
About beautiful, extraordinary love
That day when I heard your voice
I had to know it was my choice

I had to decide that I didn't need you to live
and that you were a lover
but only in my head