Mournful

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They say you choose rather you want to be sad or not

But they don't know the feeling in your bones that you try to shone

Where you can't get out of bed
Because of the monsters in your head
When there's nothing else to do
But to stay really still and not move

My heart breaks when I'm in the darkness
I think about what I have done
It could've been a year ago
Or yesterday night when you passed by
And left again before my eyes

I can't move and I can't choose
My heart just wasn't in it
I really appreciate the commitment
Even if it was distant

At the end of the day my neighbor see's me raise my blinds and I'm finally in sight
I let the light in and it shines
That's all they know
That's all they see

But they don't know how it really feels to be me.

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