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day 7. josh & tyler packed their stuff and so did me and mariyah. make up, clothes, essentials, money etc. we had to get ready to leave the house for a whole week. I was kinda scared but our new neighbour, jamie said she and her boyfriend would look after the house.
we decided to leave early as it was only 30 minuets away. yes it looked like we were being kinda silly about the whole thing of having some one look after the house. but we were suppose to be having a fun time with no stress.

we left at around 11:30. me and josh sat at the front with mariyah and tyler at the back. I was buzzing with excitement
mariyah was asleep in the back with tyler who was wide awake and had his arms around her. I took a picture of them and posted it via Instagram.

@lauren.w1903: cuties in the back

I tagged them and the went on snapchat and replied to some of my viewers and subscribers. I took a video of josh who was driving and attempting to eat doritos at the same time so I did the job of feeding him them. the journey was quiet and it annoyed me so I turned some music on as soon as mariyah woke up.
"put on goner" mariyah says to me.
"why goner?" tyler asks her.
"mood" she replies, turning her phone on. "no I want to listen to migraine!"
"and it's my car last time I checked so I'm thinking we listen to panic!" josh says simply, putting a doab cd in.

we finally arrived (in this book, tyler and josh live together) and exited the car. josh helped with my stuff whilst tyler tried to take mariyahs but she protested. there were 3 bedrooms. josh had very sweetly made room for me in his closet but considering I only brought 7 outfits with me I didn't know why he did. but anyway he helped me put all my stuff away and I made sure not to take over any of his things; but I didn't even bring much so I didn't need to worry. mariyah was going into the guest room for personal reasons which tyler respected.

but anyway after me and mariyah had emptied all our suitcases we all headed to the living room. "MARIO KART!"
so us four all played and tyler won.
not surprised considering he plays wii or xbox on a daily basis. but anyway, soon I got bored and just snap chatted them being weird which was funny.
"lauren" we all turn to mariyah.
"your all gonna want to see this..."

I cried and cried, all alone in the bathroom. I didn't want josh to find out yet. it wasn't the right time.
"lauren. it's mariyah" despite the fact that I wanted to be alone I let her in.
"that bitch" I whisper.
"when we get back home I will kill her don't worry" and to be honest I didn't mind that mariyah was going to threaten and hurt lucy for what she did.
"where's josh?" I ask her.
"crying in his room" she says quietly.
"no no what did I do?" I cried.
"I'll get him don't worry!" she ran and came back with josh. this was going to be awkward.
"are you okay?" he asks me, wiping a tear away from my pale cheeks.

"no" I started to cry again.
"please don't cry!" he wrapped his arms round me and cried my eyes out.
"I didn't want you to find out yet!"
"I won't judge you"
"I know but I'm scared that you'll go after him!" I say.
"well after he hurt you, I would. but if you don't want me to I won't!"
"mariyahs already going after lucy"
"when your ready, can I know more about her? if that's okay" he asks.
"obviously" I say.
"do you want to be alone or shall we go?" he asks me holding my hand.
"let's go" I say. then we heard mariyah scream. "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"
"brendons here!" josh says.
"urie!?" I exclaim. "yep!" he smiled.

we went to the living room and mariyah was and hugging brendon. yep she was a huge fan.
"is she a big fan?" tyler asks me.
"very big" I say, laughing a bit.
"are you Lauren? heyy!" brendon says smiling walking over to me.
"josh spoke about me?" I ask.
"a lot. he's fucking crazy about you"
"language!" josh  yells.
"fuck fuck fuck" brendon chants.
"haha brendon is the guy forn of mariyah" tyler laughs. "oh yeah!" mariyah laughs.

"haha I remember!" I laugh to.
"joshua here tells me that there is an asshole around here who is annoying you." brendon asks me.
"he agrees with me!" mariyah adds.
"josh told you?" I ask confused.
"no I'm lying. I just guessed" he says.
"shit then!" I laugh.
"but seriously you should say to her 'don't like me? fuck you'" he says me.
"that is the best advice I've ever heard in my life!" mariyah says to tyler.

"best advice of the year" he adds.
"tyler next time josh gets kicked out of the band, can I join?" brendon asks.
"josh, your never getting kicked out again" tyler says. we all laughed.
brendon jumped next in between mariyah and tyler on the couch.
"so I heard little miss sassy is a big fan. what's your top 5 songs?" he asks her.
"death of a bachelor, house of memories, this is gospel, victorious and I don't know yet" she replies.
"dude
"what about you tyler?" he asks.
"don't know. theyre all good" ty admits.
"I like hearing that" brendon says.
"your so happy" I say, sitting next to tyler. "i know I am" he replied as josh lifted me onto his lap. "how?" I ask.
"my secrets little one" he smirks.
"I like you!" I say.
"more than josh?" he asks.
"never" I smile.
"haha you got told!" mariyah laughs.
"oh dear"

me and mariyah loved brendon to. him and josh got me into a better mood. but deep down I was crying.