tyler pov "tyler I'm sorry" she whispered. "please mariyah! dont die!" "I love y-" she dropped to the floor. "NO!"
"NO!" I screamed, shooting up. where am I? oh wait, my room. I look at my clock. 3:16AM. great. my door bursted open, revealing my girlfriend. "are you okay?" she asks me. "I had a nightmare" I say. "about" she got into bed with me and helped me sit up properly. "you. y-you killed yourself" I whisper. "oh" she says quietly. "you haven't done anything... have you?" I ask, shaking slightly. "no! no, nothing. I promise. are you okay though?" she asks me. "I'm fine now" I sighed. "why are you awake?" I asked her. "couldn't sleep" she shrugs. "here" I grab a black hoodie from across my bed and put it on her. "it may help" I say, laying down. "I'm to lazy to go back, carry me" "no" I say, closing my eyes. "you suck" "you love me" i looked at her. she smiled. "i do"
I awoke the next day. alone. I got out of bed and brushed my teeth. I decided to have a quick shower and get into:
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(minus ukulele) and headed down. I went to my girlfriends room and knocked on the door. "hey, are you okay?" "yeah im fine" her voice was shaking. "hey, your not. open up please" "n-not yet" she whispered. I didn't want to go in as she liked her privacy but I was growing scared. then the door opened. "I'm sorry" she says quietly.
"what's wrong?" I ask her. "I was..." she put her hand on her forehead "ow" she whispers. "what was I saying?" she asks looking up, confused. she wasn't lying. "you were going to explain whats wrong, because your really sad" "oh right... I was thinking about how fucked up my life is and how much I put you all through" she says. "you don't put me through anything" "that's what you say" she mumbles.
"hey. don't say that okay? I love you and care about you. so does josh. lauren your best friend. she's known you for a long tike." I ask. "I know, your the best boyfriend ever but I just... ugh" she groaned hitting her head against the wall. "don't do that!" I say putting my hand against her forehead so she was hitting my hand. "I don't know what's wrong with me but whatever it is, im sorry" she says walking back into her room and sitting at her desk, opening her laptop.
"can I come in?" I ask. "you don't need to ask" she replies. I walked in. it was decorated really nicely. it was all pretty and white and black. there were fairy lights up and a few posters of singers and art. lots of photo frames of me, mariyah, lauren, josh and a few of a small girl who looked about 4. "that's my baby sister" she says. "well she's not much of a baby anymore. she's 16" she added on. "is she special to you?" I ask. "yes, with all my heart. I miss her" "why don't you go see her then?" "maybe, when she's done her exams and is on a break from school"
I grabbed a chair and sat next to her. "what ya doing?" I ask "living" she replies, scrolling down the screen of a make up website. "make up - boring!" I yawn. "I like wearing it" she shrugs. "you don't need it, your honestly so beautiful. but if you like wearing it then wear it" I say. "thanks for not being like most guys" "I'm not like most guys" i joked. "I know. your way better" she smiled. "ugh this is boring, bye bitch" she says to her laptop, closing the screen.
"aren't you going to get dressed?" "I am" I didn't even notice she had on a twenty øne piløts sweater, black tights and white adidas trainers. "I'm bored, let's do something" "let me do my eye liner first" she says. I watched her as she did it. she was so focused on it, it was insanely cute. "mascara" she murmurs, putting the black eye liner pen away and grabbing a small bottle thingy of mascara. "pass my beanie please" she asks, as she searched through her desk drawers for an item. I opened a small basket and it was full of random stuff. at the top there were a few beanies. I handed her a red one as I was wearing one to and she slipped it on.
"yay I found it!" she cheered. "what did you find?" I ask. "my bracelet" she says, showing me her bracelet that said STAY ALIVE on it. "youre such a fan" i smiled. "i dont care if we're dating. im your biggest fan"
"MARIYAH IM HUNGRY!" josh and lauren walk in, dressed. "make food then" my girlfriend says. "but your food is good!" josh says. "i can't cook" she says. "yes you can!" lauren exclaims. "I burn everything. if you want to get cancer then I'll make you food" "cancer?" I furrowed my eye brows. "I read that burnt food can give you cancer" she says. "I swear it's burnt meat?" josh says. "mariyah you chat shit" "fine I'll make you guys some food" she rolled her eyes. "YAY!"
