chapter 6

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Hey guys hope you enjoyed the last chapter sorry I haven't updated resonantly. but I'll try and make it up to you in this chapter.  Also if you are not comfortable with suicide please don't read I will make another chapter for you guys next so please do not report me. also if any of you want to talk about it and you want to trust so stranger then I am here. I understand what you are probably going through. please make sure you don't suffer in silence.


Yvonne's pov:

After my mistress had an argument with lord phantomhive her health has detreated. she wont sleep, she refuses to eat and drink and she refuses to leave her room and I am the only one who is allowed in. I hate to see her like this it also  breaks the servants heart to see her like this. I hope that the phantomhive kid perishes for what he has done. How dare he make me mistress lose her confidence in herself and everyone else, how dare he make my mistress raise her voice and how dare he tell my mistress what she should and shouldn't do. Well that's my daily rant I better go and check that y/n is still alive. I'd hate to have to collect her soul before she has completed her contract. I think as I  walk up the stairs heading towards my mistresses room. as I reach the door I knock earning a muffled come in. "mistress are you alright?" I ask a little concerned as I can not see her anywhere. "yes I am fine what do you want." y/n says from the bathroom, as I walk over to the bathroom door I notice that something important is missing but what could it be.

your pov:  ( before Yvonne is in your room.)

why did I have to raise my voice at Ciel why did I do? I ask myself.  he shouldn't have told me what  I should and shouldn't do he is not in charge of me what is the worst that he can do he cant hurt me no one can. However I know that he will try if he doesn't hurt me physically he will hurt me mentally. why does this have to happen to me? why? Why did you have to leave me mama and papa? why where those people after you? what had you done? Why do most people leave me? What's the point? ?why do people just befriend me for my money? What is it all about? why should I live when I have no one who want to be my friend for who I am?   I want this to be all over why did I agree to making a contract I whish hadn't now at least I have a way out of it. I think as walk over to bed and pull out  a gun from under my pillow. I may as well go into my bathroom so I don't make a mess I would hate myself even more if Yvonne had to clear my blood off of the floor. as I enter the bathroom I hear a knock on the door. shit I now that it is Yvonne as she has a distinctive knock. better let her come in so she doesn't think anything is up. "come in" I say as I pull the lock across the door just as Yvonne enter the room. "mistress are you alright?" Yvonne asks with a hint of concern in her voice. "yes I am fine what do you want." I ask as I place the gun towards the side of my head and ready the trigger. which unfortunately made a very loud click .

"mistress what are you doing!" Yvonne shouts from the other side of the door thumping her fist on the door

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"mistress what are you doing!" Yvonne shouts from the other side of the door thumping her fist on the door. "I'm making the world right again. do not stop me that is an order!" I shout back. " I'm sorry mistress but this an order I refuse to follow!" she shouts back. "good bye Yvonne thank you for being there for me when no one else was, Yvonne thank the servants for never messing up as much as I expected and thank them for protecting me and the manor." I say as tears stream down my cheeks. I breath out a very shaky breath and pull the trigger.

Nothing comes though before the bullet reached my hair Yvonne had stopped it, pulled the gun out of my hand and embraced me in a tight hug. "Mistress why do you think that you would be making the world right again if you kill yourself?" Yvonne asks still holding me in an embrace. "I don't want to talk about it Yvonne so please drop the subject." I say as tears still refusing to stop pouring out of my eyes. "mistress it was that phantomhive kid wasn't it?" Yvonne asks her voice suddenly becoming stern.  I just nod, this was all Yvonne needed. "that's it mistress I cant stand to see you like this any longer if you don't do anything I will." she says as she sits me on my bed and sis opposite me. "what do you suggest we do" I say as Yvonne's smirk becomes wider. "I was hoping you'd ask that." she says.  

"well I was thinking that you should try and get close to him and when he completely trusts you we ruin his reputation." she say. " so your saying that I should publicly humiliate him." I say a little concerned. "yes exactly that." Yvonne says hey eyes glistening at the fact that I know her plan. " I don't think  that is a good plan I 'm afraid" I say. "very well what do you suggest?" she asks. "well I think that I'm going to create toys again seeing that when my company did it had so much profit." I say thinking. "mistress I think that you should also make some public appearances show her majesty that her Guardian angle has awoken and refuses to sit at the side lines whilst a man does it all." she says "yes indeed I shall make some more public appearances. Yvonne today we shall go and visit my sweet shop." I say as she gets me dressed. "yes my young mistress."

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as we sit in the carriage

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as we sit in the carriage. "so Yvonne what should we do at the  shop." I ask. "Well mistress most people go and look around and buy sweets, dresses, toy, food and jewellery." she says. "well we shall do that oh and if there is any thing you wish to have please don't hesitate to ask me buy it you." I say as I look out of the window.

hi guys so that was chapter 6 if you didn't read it as you are sensitive to suicide then the next chapter is for you. people who have read it then you can skip the next chapter but if you want to read it then you can.

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