Lie or die (Jason McCann x Reader)

Part 18

*Your pov.*

Jason enters my house and carefully looks around the corridor. Meanwhile I close the front door and examine him. 

»Are you alone?«, he asks.

»Yes«, I reply walking up to him,»My parents are working and Austin will come home later today.«

He nods understandable and I stare at his hair. It's in a quiff and I kind of have the urge to run my hands through it but I hold myself back. After some seconds of silence Jason looks at me again. I catch him staring at me and only then I remember I'm just wearing a towel around my body. 

Coughing slightly I try to get Jason's attention back on my face. I see his cheeks flushing red lightly as he looks in my eyes. 

»Follow me!«, I tell him interrupting the uncomfortable tension between us. 

While walking to the living room I feel Jason's gaze on my ass and roll my eyes. 

Asshole, I think to myself hiding the part of my body which is enjoying his look.

»Okay, so you will wait here till I'm back from changing my clothes, understood?«, I wonder staring at him as we enter the living room.

»Don't worry, babe. I won't leave«, Jason says smirking slightly.

Before being able to get angry at him I quickly walk in my room.

What am I doing?, I ask myself as I close the door behind me. I am not allowed to do anything with this boy but still I invited him in my house. I'm stupid. I should've went to school but Austin told me it's better if I stay home.

As fast as possible I grab a red hoodie and some dark jeans trying them on. I take one last deep breath before opening my room door.

»You stayed«, I say the moment I see Jason on the couch in the living room,»I hoped you were already gone but never mind.«

Jason catches sight of me leaning on a wall in front of him and I give him a stern look.

»Don't you want to offer me a drink?«, he asks and I chuckle silently.

I stare at his suit and feel my eyes travel down to his jeans. Instantly I shake my head and look at his face again.

»I don't offer drinks to liars«, I tell him in total serious.

I'm done playing games, I think to myself now and feel confidence rush through my body.

»You call me a liar?«, Jason wonders confused,»You don't even know me.«

»Maybe I don't know you but I know what you did«, I reply raising my voice a bit,»And you should really be ashamed of yourself!«

Suddenly he stands up from his comfortable seat on the couch.

»Tell me«, he whispers threateningly,»Tell me what I did, huh? What do you think you know about me? What?!«

»You kill people!«, I shout.

All of a sudden complete silence fills the room. Scared I stare at Jason who seems to think about my answer. Some seconds later he walks closer to me.

»Whoever told you this it's not true«

»Austin«, I burst out,»He told me about the deals with the serums that you do and I believe him because he's my brother.«

Jason is only one meter away from me when I watch his right hand turning into a fist. Gulping down hard I look at him and our eyes meet. The soft color of his eyes makes me forget about the cruel person he is for a second. 

»I-I«, he stutters.

»Tell me, Jason! Did you ever use one of the serums on me?«, I wonder.

When he doesn't say anything I feel tears form in my eyes.

»I knew it«

»No«, Jason says,»I mean I used one serum on you but only because you saw me drug dealing in school and I needed you to forget it.«

»You could've killed me!«, I scream now.

»One dose can't kill you!«, he shouts back and I only look at him. 

Staring at his lips I wish Austin never told me about what Jason did.

»Whatever«, I say,»I don't want to have you near me ever again.«

»Don't you see it?«, he says raising his voice as well now,»Your whole family is lying to you! I mean do you honestly think they are your real family? I saw your mom and I have to say she doesn't look like you neither does your dad. You don't have anything in common with them! Especially not with Austin! He's a complete freak!«

Now he's only inches away from me.

»Step back!«, I demand breathing heavily of nervousness.

»This is not your real family, Y/n and I can prove it«

»Prove it!«, I immediately say. 

Our faces are only millimeters apart from each other and I hold in my breath for a second.

»I am not the one who makes those deals«, he replies looking directly in my eyes,»Austin does them.«

»Don't you dare blame it on him!«, I shout and push him away,»You can leave now!«

»But-«

»Leave!«, I scream.

He looks at me one last time before he walks to the front door. I follow him to make sure he leaves.

»I would never kill people especially not on purpose«, are his last words before he steps outside closing the door behind him.

Instantly I fall on my knees and let the tears flow down my heated cheeks.

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Do you think Jason is telling the truth? Read the next few parts to find out!