Remember Me

Chapter 22

David’s POV:

I continuously looked up at Hannah from the bed in which I stayed sat on as she made no effort what so ever to take even the smallest of glances back at me. Instead she just simply gazed down at the flooring of the suite to somewhat refuse to give me the slightest of satisfaction through a small and quick look from her behalf. And it really was working; she had succeeded as I felt no sign of satisfaction in me what so ever. I felt like complete and utter shit to be precise from what I had allowed to happen between the two of us. But the one thing that I do not understand is why she does not believe me when I have explained a multiple of times that nothing has and never will happen between her Sara and I. Her own boyfriend, the father to her growing child and she still does not believe a single word that I have tried to tell her over this situation. It is like no matter what I say she will never believe me and it really does hurt me to know that she feels that way. Like I have said time and time again to her; Sara is in my past and therefore is staying there for a reason. I was given a lucky escape to worm my way out of that relationship and move onto a far better one. The perfect and unbreakable relationship I share with Hannah.

Well so I was lead to believe anyway.

After a fair few minutes of endlessly looking up at Hannah with the awkward silence still building up in the room around us I noticed the one thing and one thing only that I always have been ever so desperate not to see. It was Hannah. Not only was she upset over the situation that I had thrown the two of us into but from what I could vaguely make out she was crying. Seeing her cry over something that has been caused by me and is to be a complete misunderstanding really did break my heart in two. To the point where just from the sigh of her heartbreak I too started to feel worked up and devastated. All I wanted to do was to walk over to her and hold her tight in my arm, telling her that everything is going to be ok. But with everything that has gone on both today and last night there is a high chance that her response to my actions would be a hard slap in the face. And right now I really do deserve exactly that.

This is all down to one person in particular as to why I am sat here witnessing my own girlfriend crying her little heart out as I am afraid to try and comfort her in any way due to her devastation as I have not the faintest of ideas as to how she will react. And that one person is Sara. She has completely ruined the happiness that Hannah and I had within our relationship when we first arrived here in Brazil. Before we arrived at this specific hotel yesterday evening everything was crystal clear between us – well besides during the day of course but there was nothing that could not fix that. Brazil has always been a place in which Hannah has wanted to visit with me and I too have always wanted to bring her here with me so as soon as were given that opportunity seeing as the Confederations Cup is being held in Brazil, I jumped at the chance to bring Hannah along with me. We were both so psyched up on counting down the days to aboard our flight. But now look what has happened. Over the best part of twenty four hours our relationship has gone in a downwards spiral. Everything was going perfect but went to completely pear shaped in a flash and no matter how hard I try to explain myself further as I have previously said; Hannah will not listen to me. And we are no longer the happy couple that we once were.

All I really want to do right now is to skip back two days or so. Back to when things were fine and there was not even the smallest ounce of negativity within our relationship. Back when things were perfect. Back to when we found out that Hannah was pregnant and we were going to start our own little family, just the two of us.

Is that really too much to ask for?

No matter how hard I tried to hold myself back from going over to where Hannah was to comfort her as I knew that it would just backfire on me, there was no stopping me in the matter. As I could not physically bring myself to just sit on this bed looking at her as she stood ahead of me crying her little heart out and not doing anything about it. So before the little voice inside of my head even had the opportunity to stop me I quickly got up and walked over to her. Still Hannah continued to gaze down at the flooring below her and as I lowered myself a little to her level I caught the quickest of glimpses of tears trickling down the both of her cheeks and it really did break my heart completely to see such a thing. But I was son made unable to see her face for any longer as seconds later I watched as she turned her body right the way around so that she was facing any other direction to me.