Remember Me

Chapter 21

Hannah's POV:

I couldn't physically move. My entire body was stuck frozen in the exact same position in the doorway of the suite as I continued looking over at the bed with wide eyes at what I had before me - both David and Sara in the bed together, naked, and seeming fast asleep. Just the smallest of thoughts to David sleeping with somebody else other than myself brings nothing but pain and heartache among me, not to mention the continuous feeling of both physical and emotional sickness in the pit of my stomach. How can he possibly have the disrespect in me to do such a thing with me not only being his girlfriend but now the mother to his still growing child inside of me? It's absolutely out and out disgusting if you ask me. To think that I honestly thought that this man was different from all of the others that I have just so happened to stumble across, well I have most definitely been proved wrong now.

But I just couldn't get my head around the fact that it was here in that bed with him - Sara. That bitch out of all people. I'm not saying that if it were to have been another woman besides her that I would be any happier because of course we all know that I of course wouldn't be buy surely David must have realised by now that this woman is nothing but bad news. Yet here he is, in bed naked with that...slut. Just look at what she's done to be already in such a short space of time. Firstly she abuses both my child and I, saying how the unborn babies child will not be around in time for he/she to be born. Meaning that that child will grow up 'supposedly' without having any knowledge to their own blooded father, which I know is nothing but a big lie. Well at the time I did anyway but now seeing this before me I'm not so sure anymore. But never the less, who in their right mind would even think for a second in saying something quiet like that? Although, with the mind I have learnt to realise what she has over this short period of time I am far from surprised that those words left her mouth. It's absolutely disgusting, a prime example as to what she herself is. And lastly she goes to the extreme lengths of lying and causing and causing a huge argument between David and I last night. Now, correct me if I'm wrong but from where I'm stood it seems as if all she is trying to do is slit the two of us up so that she can scramble her way back in there with him again, am I right? Well sorry but that is not to happen under any circumstances. Not if I have anything to do with it anyway.

The longer I found myself staring at the pair of them in the bed the harder it hit me as to what I was witnessing before my eyes. Not to mention the continuous scenarios which were playing havoc with my mind over this huge mess. And yes, mostly all of those scenarios consisted of the thought to David cheating on me...with that skank. But as much as the thought kept continuously playing about in my head the more I didn't want to admit to myself that that was the case after all - David cheating on me. I couldn't, there had to be another logical and reasonable explanation to all of this. All I need is an explanation which I can fully understand and guarantee that it will not bring me any physical or emotional pain and then I'll be happy, stress free. Although, the longer I thought good and hard for that one explanation that I was in need of from what I had before me the quicker one came to mind, surprisingly. I mean for all I know David and Sara may have just been talking - not that I'd be best pleased with that either - and the reason that David could be naked is because, well, he never really is fully clothed. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't find him naked at some point, he's immune to it I'm telling you. Why he even has clothes I will never know, it's a mystery to me. But the fact that she, Sara, evidently didn't have any clothes on either caused for my suspicion to rise. And soon the thought in which I had hoped to have been realistic no longer was. David has cheated on me and no matter how much I try to deny it in his honour I'm always going to know the truth deep down in side of me. No matter how painful it may be.

It wasn't long after the continuous staring towards the bed that I was taking in part in that I noticed the first ounce of movement since that very first moment I stepped foot into the suite. But to my extreme discomfort it was from David's behalf as I watched him like a hawk whilst he wrapped his arms around the naked figure beside of him and buried his head deep into the crook of her neck. Causing my heart to break into millions more of tiny little pieces. Why I'm still daring to even look at the pair of them I do not know. If I was to have my way then I would simply and graciously just storm over to that bed any second now and grab that slut by the hair and drag her as far away from David as possible, preferably throwing her down off of the balcony while I'm at it. But due to the fact that I physically still can not move from the pure shock inside of me, as well as being pregnant, that unfortunately isn't to be the case for me. No matter how many times I picture the sight within my head.