I need his attention -- no, not in the sexual way. He was the one who called me to meet him at the studio in the first place but he hasn't even looked at me once since I got here! Ravi and I haven't seen each other in a while (and by that I mean 3 months), what with me having my finals the past month and him being on tour. We mostly communicated via texts and phone calls. Ravi didn't even have the time or energy to skype or face-time me and I totally understand, that's what you get for dating an idol, I guess. Though sometimes, I question it; whether or not I actually had someone to call my 'boyfriend', whether our relationship could actually even be considered a relationship, what with Ravi being away all the time.
Ravi randomly texted me this morning to meet him at the studio in the afternoon since we haven't seen each other for such a long time. I was really excited to see my boyfriend again after so long but when I got here, he just mumbled a simple "Hey baby, give me a sec, I need to finish this song," without even looking at me. That was 45 minutes ago. Clearly, Ravi and I have very different definitions of 'a sec'. I get it, though, when Ravi's in his "zone", nothing you say or do can make him come out of it and I wasn't going to try to break into that 'zone', seeing how when the other members tried doing it, they got a very pissed off Ravi.
"Ravi"
No response.
"Raviiiii, babyyy," I whined.
"Yes babe, one sec," Ravi muttered, eyes still glued to the computer screen and fingers still furiously typing away. I sighed before plopping myself back onto the couch as I scrolled through my social media. Don't get me wrong, I love Kim Wonsik with everything in me, that's why when we're both finally free to spend some time together, I'd prefer doing something fun or sweet instead of watching him work. My thoughts were disrupted by a very loud snore. I looked towards Ravi's direction and saw that he was sound asleep, with his head on the table. I tiptoed towards him, careful not to wake him up, as if that boy would even wake up to the slightest sounds. VIXX just recently came back from their tour so the other members are all resting at home but my dear boyfriend here was working so naturally, he fell asleep due to all the accumulated fatigue.
I stared at his sleeping face. How can someone look this good while sleeping? He looked like an angel with a small little pout forming on his lips. I couldn't help but give him a little peck on his right cheek. Ravi's eyes immediately flew wide open, surprised that someone had kissed him. After seeing that it was me, his facial expression immediately relaxed before scrunching up into a tired smile. I was honestly a little surprised that such a small kiss was able to wake him up, seeing how it usually takes ages for me to get him out of bed.
"Hey babe, when did you get here?" Ravi mumbled, clearly still tired as he pulled me to sit on his lap.
"Been here for the past hour and a half, dear," I retorted, pretending to be annoyed at him. His eyes immediately widened in surprise, all tiredness fading away. "Wait, what? I didn't notice that you were here. I was probably too engrossed in my work. Why didn't you call for me?" He asked. I was going to tell him about the "one sec" thing, but seeing how he was so hard working even though he was tired, I decided against it.
"I wanted to watch you work," I replied nonchalantly as I shrugged, earning a weird look from him.
"So, what do you want to do today?" Ravi asked as he wrapped both his arms around my waist.
"Nothing, I just want the both of us to stay right here, like this," I replied as I wrapped my arms around his neck and leant in to hug him. "Awww, someone's needy today," Ravi teased, as I playfully smacked his arm. I'm not the touchy type, neither am I the clingy type. I think that's why our relationship was able to survive in the first place but seeing Wonsik again after so long made me realised how much I really missed him. I don't want to do anything but just stay in his arms and be in his presence. I guess he read my mind because he said "I missed you too, baby," as he gently placed a kiss on my forehead.
We sat there like that in silence for a while, me in his lap hugging him while he had his arms wrapped around my waist, just appreciating each other's presence. Ravi's phone buzzed and he grabbed it to read the text. As he was reading it, I playfully kissed his cheek and he turned to look at me with surprise etched onto his face.
"What was that for?" He chuckled.
"Nothing, I just really wanted to kiss you," I admitted in all honesty as I looked at him eye-to-eye, hoping that he could sense my sincerity.
A small smile formed on Ravi's lips as he placed his phone back onto the table. "Aren't you going to reply to it?" I asked, worried that it was something important or work-related. "It's from N hyung. He asked if I wanted to join the others for practice later," Ravi replied. "Oh," was all I could say as disappointment filled my heart. I barely got to spend a few hours with my 'boyfriend' and he was going to have to go for practice again. I sighed inwardly, hoping that Ravi wouldn't sense my disappointment. The last thing I wanted was to have him choose between me and his career. "Alright then, our little Wonsikkie has to go for practice soon!" I joked as I pinched his cheeks. "Who said I was going to join them?" Ravi started as he brought my hands down and held them in his.
"______-ah, I know I haven't been able to spend much time with you lately with all that's been going on with VIXX. And even though you try your best to not show your disappointment, I know that you really want to spend more time with me. I'm thankful to have such an understanding girlfriend but I don't want you to have to doubt whether or not you have a boyfriend. I'm telling you right now that you have one. Kim Wonsik is your boyfriend. Don't ever think otherwise," Ravi spoke sincerely in that deep voice of his as he looked deeply into my eyes. Tears started to well up in my eyes as I never thought that Ravi knew how I truly felt about our relationship. I've never, in my wildest dreams, thought that Ravi would know about my insecurities and all.
"And that's why," Ravi started as I raised my eyebrows at him.
"No practice for me today. I'm all yours, baby. We'll do whatever you want to do," Ravi smiled a huge smile at me as tears started to fall freely from my eyes, only to be wiped away by Ravi's huge thumb.
"Yah! I didn't ditch practice to see you cry! My girlfriend shouldn't be crying!" Ravi exclaimed as he emphasised on the word 'girlfriend', making me chuckle at him before hugging him tightly. I didn't know why I was crying. Was I crying because I finally got to spend time with my boyfriend again after 3 months? Or was I crying because Ravi gave me that sincere speech of his? Or was it because I finally felt reassured of my relationship with him? As I pulled away, Ravi continued talking.
"We're a team. Whatever you lack, I got you. Minor setback? Guess we'll make a major comeback. Bad day? Well, I promise you a better night. You need support? I'll be your backbone. You've got me. I've got us. So don't ever doubt our relationship, okay?" Ravi gave me an encouraging smile as I nodded at him.
As I looked at the wall clock to check the time, Ravi kissed my cheek. "What was that for?" I looked at him surprised. "Nothing, I just really wanted to kiss you," Ravi retorted, repeating what I had said earlier.
"Well then, instead of kissing my cheek, I think you should kiss here instead," I replied before pulling him in for a deep kiss, our lips clearly aching for each other. We both smiled into the kiss, knowing where this was heading towards.
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Hi guys! Hope you enjoyed this short Ravi one shot! I'm actually running out of one shot ideas for the other members so do suggest your ideas and I'll try writing them! :-) let me know what you think!
xx, girlwiththedaisy
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FanfictionJust a bunch of one-shots with individual VIXX members :-) (memberXreader) It's mostly fluff, but may have some trigger/angst as well, I will put a warning beforehand if it's inappropriate Please feel free to vote/comment/like because it will motiv...