You shouldn't care (Sans x Depressed Reader)

Free? (16)

Suddenly I felt a rumble, causing me to grip tightly onto the closest object to me, which was Sans. I shook in fear since I was never in the underground in past resets, making me oblivious as to what was going on.

"U-Ummm... C-Could you get off-f me Shadow?" I heard Sans but ignored his request and buried myself deep into his hoody fluff. Papyrus' yelp could be heard as the ground continued to shake.

"Shadow? I-I kinda need t-to g-g-go." Sans continued to try and detatch me from his jacket. He sighed and picked me up which made me freeze and fall off him. He watched as I fell onto the couch and sighed.

He opened the door and headed out while the ground shook. Papyrus opened his door and Nightmare was clinging onto his chest piece of his battle body. I looked up at them while hugging onto a pillow in fear. He looked around for Sans but he was no where to be seen. That's when I felt it, someone was loading save files repeatedly which caused Papyrus to repeat his dialog multiple times. I growled as the ground continued to shake.

"Why is this happening?" I whimpered quietly to myself and kept hugging onto the pillow I was holding. My arms were in pain as I remembered things from the past that I had done to them.

My leg was in pain as well as my abdomen and chest. I started to cough from the dust and the feeling of bile rising in my throat. I kept it down and coughed violently, coughing up some blood in the process. Papyrus looked at me in fear as I could feel my chest wound start to open up again. I ignored that and the ground finally stopped shaking, leaving me on the ground. I tried to calm myself to help stop the coughing so I didn't hurt myself more than I already was. My chest bled and blood dripped down my chin, I felt tears run down my face while I coughed and blood got on the carpet.

Nightmare jumped off of Papyrus and quickly ran to me, looking down in fear and surprise. I tried to calm myself so then I'd stop coughing as violently.

"ARE YOU OKAY HUMAN?" Paps leaned down by me and rubbed my back to help calm me.

"Master, are you alright?" Nightmare shook in fear and saw the blood leaking onto the ground. I hacked and coughed, slowly dying down to a small wheeze.

"D-Does it l-l-look li-like I'm okay?" I felt light headed, my chest bled more as I spoke. Nightmare rushed to the kitchen and came back with a wet towel.

"Papy, do you know what's going on?" Nightmare turned to Papyrus, looking at him with a soft gaze. He shook his head and looked around.

"NO, AND I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND SANS." He showed his genuine worry for his brother's safety. Nightmare went to comfort him as I cleaned my wounds.

"Don't worry Papyrus, Sans probably went to go see what the source of that earthquake was." I spoke softly, missing the feeling of holding onto Sans. "I'm gonna go find him. You two stay here in case he returns."

They nodded and I headed out, closing the door behind me. I walked to Waterfalls and looked for any signs of Sans. Not seeing him, I made my way to judgement hall. As I passed monsters I was given weird looks as they stared at the torn up hoody and wound across my chest. Aaron winked at me flirtatiously and I flipped him off, not in the mood. As I made it to the core, I limped towards the elevator. I saw a shadow move quickly before I was engulfed in darkness, all consciousness was lost.

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"You know you're depressed when all you want to feel is something other than sadness"
-SandyMarie191