Its been over a month, and im beginnning to think James is never coming back. We've hardly been texting, as well and its like he's left me without having the gutts to tell me he doesnt love me. It hurts like a pile of brick, it really does.
*james's pov*
It's been hard, being away from Lucy for so long. And being unable to talk to her makes me feel even worse, it's as if Im trying to keep her safe from the only person that could hurt her, myself. I feel lost without her, but I can't hurt her and I can't be back with her until I've sorted what rubble I have of my past. I'd hoped to only be here for a month, but this takes longer then I thought it would, I've received multiple texts of Lucy, able to answer only a couple as guilt trembles through my body. I'm so close to finishing what I came here to do and the time in which I spend away from Lucy is killing me the sooner I get away from this place the better.
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Notes:
SO SO SO SO SO SORRY about not updating and this being only a short update, but I've been so ill and have multiples of exams and coursework to do SOOO sorry will update whenever possible, pinky promise.
Would love for you to read my new fanfic and support me as much as you've supported me with this one it's called "tattoos and piercings" and I think it will be a lot better than this one anyways go for it!
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FanfictionJames Mcvey fanfiction, erm first ever fanfiction ive ever wrote and im not the best at writing but hay i thought id give it ago. Includes sexual things;))) and strong language. James was a player until he met Lucy, whos had her fair share of proble...
