For the first time.

twentyone

I'd cried the whole journey home, While James tried to comfort me. How could my life go from perfect to well shit. We'd just pulled up outside my house and all i needed was a bit of time on my own although  i knew i'd be getting plenty of that when James left, I quickly opened the door and ran into my house shutting and locking the house door behind me, tears flooding down my face. I lent against the barrier between me and James, and slowly slid down until i hit the floor in a big heap, i was lying there staring at the ground, crying and screaming into the ground, i couldnt believe this was happening, call this an over exaggeration but James was the only person i really had. I heard James's banging from the door and him constantly screaming my name, while i just laid there listing to his every word not being able to take any of them in. I moved myself into the living room and laid there emtionless, i'd cried all the tears that i had and the sound of James began to get quieter he had gone. When i heard a massive Thud at the door and a small whimper from who i assumed was James, he sounded hurt i dragged myself to the door and saw a glance of my face in the mirror, wow i looked awful.. I resummed my journey to the door and opened it James bursted in and grabed my wrists and began to inspect them, kissing them multiple times then raising his head to kiss me on my forhead and to embrace me in a hug not letting me go. He picked me up the way he was hugging me and bought me in to the living room and sat me down on one of the bean bags, while he sat on the other one next to me, grasping my hands in his and began to talk.

*James's pov*

I grasped her hands in mine and starred deep in to her eyes which were currently occupied by the floor "I'm only gonna be away for a week, Im gonna help my mother and father settle in and then ill be back in no time, And then i can buy us a small house near here and maybe you could move in with me" I said trying to pull a reasurring smile. But i didnt know how long i was gonna be gone, I had unfinished bussiness there, and reletives to visit.  But i couldnt tell Lucy, in this state. She smiled at my comment stood up and sat back down on me and attached our lips together, she parted for a few minutes resting her forhead on mine "only a week" she said, i hated lying to her but i didnt want to hurt her "hopefully" i said giving her a smile as she attached our lips back together. I didnt want to hurt or loose this girl.]

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Notes:

SORRY THIS CHAPTER WAS CRAP AND BORING BUT HMMMMMMMM YEAH SORRY HELPPPP TO MUCH COURSEWORK